notes from yesterday (thursday, 30th march) - see below...whilst i was trying to work out 'what was going on' but hadn't quite managed it....but now i have...in short, today is a 'sonia and mark' day...they were the ones who had thought up that programming session in shanghai 2003....the torture/trauma programming session in relation to trying to kickstart the 'menopause'....later on, zielinski was to warn me about the pair of them...basically as high as kites...addicted to crack cocaine....with theremin chips in their brains - which necessitated the use of 'motion sickness' drugs....and that is why, the other day...i was to pick out the three films that sonia fisher and mark vizard had decided to use upon the networks....RUMOUR HAS IT was one of them....and if you look at the credits of that movie-on-dvd.....well BBC MOTION GALLERY has a mention....i wonder why?

...and there's more...today, i was to walk 'in sonia's shoes'....around and about town....her slaves were then triggered to show 'sonia' what her next triggers were....for example, i walked into SUPERDRUG to ask where the hand (and body) cream, was (mine - has just run out and M&S doesn't stock the cheap 'lemon-scented' stuff that i like, any more)...anyway, i was immediately taken to the NORWEGIAN NORDIC BERRY number....go figure as to what that might 'add up' to, eh?

anyway....

NOTES FROM YESTERDAY:

....and what was to happen, this morning - then? well, let us go back over 15 years.....let me see.....mark r was to laugh to me "the social manure rather than the social millieu"...in relation to...well, today....

....today, being a 'white tulip' rockefeller day in-the-flat.....

....and spot the white tulips - in the gardeners' clacton prom gardens' creative design...

additionally, there is the 'talmuddy' aspect of the 'orange' satellite and those who throw 'mud-pies' at others etc etc...and why...when, during a 13th one game....after everybody and every network has been turned against you....you somehow manage to survive because the rebel group has come out in force....and they are growing in numbers, by the day....

what else? donna was to talk about animals...how and why they kill their young and then eat their newborns....yes, i can see the 'overview' upon that one...so many MKultra victims programmed with 'animal' alters....do you see where i am going with 'that one'? how many of the masons are ready and willing to.... use their networks/computers/remotes to....well, what can i say? but it is obvious why human cannibalism has become a part of 'human culture'.....and mainly because of MKultra 'animal alter' programming....oh and donna had temporarily adopted a female 'labrador' called 'blondie'....

OTHER NOTES:

...what else? something around john clees and 'depression' in relation to being 'english 'and living in 'england' (see previous notes upon that python movie concerning the controversy over THE LIFE OF BRIAN)...being 'english'...interesting...and if you do not want to say that you are....what do you say?

well, unlike myself....and my own history (because it wasn't my first language etc etc).....you might try the following (tongue-in-cheek of course):

the romans, the vikings....the french aristocracy that had come over after louis the sun-king had met 'met-his-end'.....never mind the normans, who had come over beforehand (you know that my grasp of history is 'unusual', in terms of being a remoteviewer....as well as tenuous - in relation to stuff learned-from-textbooks)....oh and let us not forget the indigenous population - queen boudicea and her 'mad celts' - refined metal-workers, eh - smithy...'schmidt' - still in the land of the living?

anyway, bundle the whole of the above, together....and you have got...what 'made' the british empire....the whole 'bundle' of culture that had 'got it all going'....british colonial imperialism etc etc....and so yes, you can blame it all upon....the whole damn boiling pot of vikings/romans/normans etc all hellbent on 'world domination' etc etc...why else would such a small collection of islands - such as the british isles, really 'go for it' as a homogenous culture and in such a big way? look at the cultures/peoples that had been the 'root and stem' of it all....because that is where an 'englishman' and 'englishwoman' had really come from, isn't it? in terms of 'culture' is it not?...and so blame it on them....all of them, individually.

....did i include the saxe-coburg-goths or whatever they are called..in the above? probably not...but they're in the mix, somewhere - aren't they? oh and the greeks....okay so they didn't invade the british isles and leave lots of babies behind (like the US during WWII) in fact the greeks never invaded at all....but public schools were to teach latin and greek, throughout the centuries until....well, they're still teaching it now, aren't they? "the language of imperialism - alexander the great" replies BI ONLINE.

"you f***ers are all to blame" replies MI5 ONLINE....exactly that...where 'we' as 'english people' had got our 'culture' from...unless you want to blame it all on that 'celtic/gaelic/boudicea indigenous element...."fired by metal-workers"..."the wicca element, nowadays" replies BI ONLINE...go figure.

....and so i wouldn't be 'depressed' about being 'english' - hell, look at your roots....where your culture came from...who your forefathers and foremothers were, in an historical sense etc etc....and if anything, they are to blame, eh?...ha ha ha...yes, why not blame it on the parents, eh? but at a certain point in one's life....one knows that one's parents had done 'quite a lot wrong' (adoptive parents and 'guardians' included - as well as the whole historical aspect) and one wants to be better than that...and one knows that one can be...better than what 'they' have done and continue to do...add to that....we are now in a new century - the 21st century....in which it is possible to do 'just that'....go figure.

OTHER NOTES:

BI...do we really want to go there?....."you are the offspring of the most savage cultures upon the globe....invading, killing, raping...." replies BI ONLINE - okay, i think 'that's enough'....i think that we've already covered 'what it means to be english'.

...besides, in modern day terms...don't you mean 'product' rather than 'offspring'....because i have been watching 'beach and his men' to learn about 'that one'...as in "we'll use that one to then do this...."...go figure.