...this morning, i was to wake up after having had a nightmare...which had been about somebody gripping my upperarms - holding me prisoner...to then remember...yet again...how dreadful it had been, as a child...i.e. my mother would shout out to my father - to grip me...it was so painful...whilst they did 'whatever'...in relation to zygote slavery programming....see previous notes upon all of that...anyway, in retrospect....all i can say, is the following...i knew that it would be a dangerous operation...knocking on the door of mrs trude..."we kicked it down" replies MI5 ONLINE...and which 'mrs trude' are you talking about? because there were quite a few....weren't there?