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....remember pc/marine green...i often got confused and sometimes referred to the 'much older' mcgowan as marine green...and there was a 'green-still-in-the-marines'...specifically one of emet's marines (who had been 'jam' to 'jim')...and that was to complicate the whole matter even further because he looked rather like the pair of them, you see...that 'french look' you understand...a bit like campestre...white skin, black hair, brown eyes...small (retrousse?) nose - tall, slim physique....and of course, then there was lisa...lisa had been green's mother ("i had to give him up - i was too young - only sixteen")....anyway, green along with mcgowan...used to frequent that house-around-the-corner from eagle house, in harwich...so many years ago, now...."the house of hock" replies MI5 ONLINE....indeed.

...and why am i going into this sort of detail? well it was green who had pulled off that highly dangerous and daring operation...in relation to hacking the NSA....and finding out all sorts of things....he had been strongly advised not to do so, by his boss...who was concerned for the whole team's safety...his boss knew that he would disregard any advice given and therefore didn't want to give a command, in relation to then being made to look foolish when green disregarded it and so his boss then gave 'strong advice'...knowing that it would be ignored...and that the aftermath would be 'no blame' - because green hadn't broken a military command - had he?

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anyway, this morning... i was to remember dazzlenation's latest contribution...a cartoon about a sort of halloween 'gooseberry-head'...who had been painting black cats and witches on the walls...it has probably been taken down now but anyway....

MI6 john had been collating 'lots of stuff' and putting it through....on dazzlenation's site...the 'gooseberry-head' number....had been sent in by CF's real mother, as far as i am aware...to remind me of a certain 'division-between-the-sexes'...which had come about, when the GAF and i were very, very young...i could read and write in english, by that point in time...but the pair of them could not...they had therefore allocated....what they were to call the 'secretary' role, to myself...in relation to the writing down of 'rules' for a certain 'game'...'a game of life' according to gill....or something like that....anyway, having written down the rules...i was to tell the pair of them that having done so...i was now the ruler....they strongly disagreed..."you're just the secretary" etc etc...i then pointed out that as they couldn't read well (or write in english, for that matter)...they had no idea of what i had written....CF's real mummy then walked in....to comment "you've spelt 'mak' wrongly, it should have an 'e'"...a slip rather than an error....you see, the first rule upon my pad had been "I MAK THE RULES"....of course i knew about the verb 'to make'....and so it was simply a 'slip'....see previous notes upon TEFL teaching and the difference between a slip and an error....an error means that you didn't know in the first place and therefore had no idea....

anyway, the GAF then ganged up on me....'little gill' told 'little colin' to follow him out into the garden...where they would play a certain 'game' - one that i was not allowed to join or to know about....gill had made a 'jooish paedophile' signal with his fingers, one that the pair of them - had been taught 'that young', i suppose.....and gill had used it - to 'top me' i suppose....oh and there's more....'little colin' was to agree, with gill...because i had apparently 'deserved' it.....go figure.

little colin's mother was to come back in again and to tell me to come and help her, in the kitchen....she was keeping a close eye upon them, through the kitchen windows...although i wasn't tall enough at the time...to be able to see what she could see....she was to tell me that there was a big difference....'between male and female' and a bit more, besides...go figure.

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I MAK....i wonder now...this is fitting in with what happened today, in a strange...alternate dimension...and that dimension was all about lisa's son 'green'....who had figured that it was 'lisa's day in the flat'...and had the same 'tortured' relationship to his mother...as CF had done to his real mummy....and gill? well i was going to say that gill didn't have the same thing, exactly...but on the other hand (having thought about both his real mother and his stepmother)...well see previous notes and make your own mind up.

in short, green had been projecting 'something like'...what gill, along with 'marine jim' had projected in order to scare the pants off of others (see previous notes upon the whole 'squirrel nutkin' horrorshow of 'woodland creatures' etc etc) except that he had been projecting something more like a 'japanese intelligence 'horrorshow' number...and his target had been lisa...."a private joke" replies BI ONLINE...what do you mean? had lisa dared him to do it? "he certainly managed it"....."scared me silly"....and so yes, lisa is still alive and kicking....had that been his real motive, today?...to find out whether she was still...really, in the land of the living...living in scarlett's 'afterlife'...rather than....actually dead - of cancer?...this is all so cruel, isn't it? mothers and sons...twisted up by the ill cult...see previous notes upon how the ill rip up 'love relationships' - force people apart....and then 'play with them' - as soon as they try to 'get back together'.

Anyway, once 'green' had realised that it was 'really me' still in the flat...and not 'his mother'....he decided to relent and show his hand, so to speak...go figure.

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what else?.....well, the 'I MAK'....

'green' had linked 'that one' up to jonathan ross and the tallanted team...who had been playing around with a new idea for an MI6 programming session...which as far as i know, they didn't then put CF through...remember the IMMACulate conception? etc etc...

well, this morning...from the macro to the micro...back to the mundane and the prosaic....my flat's bathroom sink has been starting to block up....i was then to have a look upon the internet, for advice....and having had prior experience of dealing with 'blocks' i was to realise that certain products containing 'dangerous chemicals' (which you can buy everywhere - tescos/wilkos/pound shop etc)might not do it...and it was then, that i was to come across....a certain comment...recommending HAIR REMOVAL CREAM....

i was then to remember 'green' in petrol nell's flat...she had a sink that was blocking up...and also the bath (was that because she had shampoo-washed 'mr tom' in it? after she had told mcgowan to give that b/w cat, a dose of heroin - orally, in order to dope him up to the extent that those 'claws and fangs' would not be a threat - see previous notes)...anyway, 'green' had been present at the time - he had then suggested hair removal cream...petrol nell tried it....a few days, later...she called in a plumber....everything was blocked up....the plumber then told her that if she had tried enough hot water afterwards, that would have been enough.....to get the blockage out...after the hair removal cream, that is.

...and so this morning, i was to go off to SUPERDRUG...and buy a large 1/2 price tube of their 'hair remover' at £1.49....put it down my bathroom basin....the 'thick cream' then immediately blocked it, as i was to find out, having turned on a tap 'to wash it down a bit'....i waited until the water had eventually left the basin...took about 3 minutes....and then about 5 minutes later, i was to pour a kettle of boiling water into the basin....and now the basin plughole-drain is working as well as it had worked...when i first moved into this flat...much faster than before...go figure.

...and so for small blockages in bathroom basins....SUPERDRUG hair removal cream...really works...that is all i can say, this morning...go figure.

....oh and having used some of those 'dangerous chemicals' on display in shops -in the past i.e. those products designed to get rid of plughole/drain blockages.....well, you have to be really careful, indeed...best to use something that the drug companies have tested, in relation to being safe upon human skin'beforehand, then....i.e. something that doesn't cause rashes or blindness etc etc.....and i am back to 'use-bubble-bath-because-it-is-a-basic-detergent-and-skin-friendly'....in relation to handwashing clothes...etc etc....