OTHER NOTES:

last night i watched those two dvds from AGE UK...i began with DEF BY TEMPTATION...to remember gill showing me the opening scenes....and telling me that i had to watch 'the whole thing' later on...so what was it all about? ....it was something about colin's programming...in relation to myself and also nicole narrain...see previous notes upon that 'knife attack'....the vampire woman is also characterised by shades of other women...the hairstyle is that of jade laing circa 1989, for example....and at times, the actress who plays the vampire, appears to be projecting caroline hughes....

i was to watch THE RING next.....to remember a group of policemen watching it 'so many years ago now'....."detectives" replies BI ONLINE...anyway, they were to laugh at the subtitles...for example "i like salad"...instead of "i'm tired" which is what the little boy actually says to his mother, whilst in bed....the detectives were to detect the hand of little colin..."got to be colin"...and indeed, it had been...he had coded out the subtitles...which are sometimes terribly funny...what did he mean by substituting "pony" for "small hauls" on the sound track?

anyway, having watched THE RING again - i have seen it before...i was to immediately recognise the videotape..."a private viewing at dartington - which you didn't attend"...yes, gill had told me not to...but to view the tape...oh i see, i am getting ahead of myself here...the 'accursed videotape' is actually jane fitzgerald's video/art work....anyway, gill was to tell me to view the tape 'in secret'...it was in varro's techie office...which i then did...i have no idea of what those who had to attend that private viewing, were programmed with...or 'hit by' in terms of beams...but i can remember members of the art course - being really 'spooked out' by it all...

what else? i can remember US intelligence coding out the 'lighthouse photo'..."that's colin's mum" they were to say about the woman to the far left, but one....oh and the 'woman in the mirror' also within that line up...is jane fitzgerald...okay she was to dye her light brown hair light auburn at college...and she had obviously dyed it dark brown for her film....but anyway....we can say that this is an irish nazi party line-up then?...or are there some norwegians in there too? little colin was to code out the subtitles, substituting 'ireland' for 'island'...

...what else? well we have the DEEPER WELL symbolism running through it all...jane fitzgerald had videoed a well...and you can guess why...this was all to do with 'dartington well programming'...being 'put down it for a certain amount of time'...colin and his mates were to free me from that torture...he was to ask me to do the same for him...i waited until jade laing was 'off her head' on heroin - in her bedroom...with her 'thugs-in-attendance'....i crept off...found another member of the art department called 'emma'...emma was rather childlike in a way...and so i told her that i knew of a new 'game'...and that included taking the top off of that stone well...she helped me to do so - i can remember saying "GO! GO! GO!" something to do with accessing 'superhuman strength' or the belief that you are very strong and emma was really strong, anyway (see previous notes upon elise and varro's program) - i can remember jamming a plank down the small opening that we had uncovered to try and lever the stone lid off - with body weight- like a seesaw...anyway, emma was then recognise colin 'down there'...she began to shout in alarm...i then saw varro by the college outhouses...he began to run towards us...i then began to shout for the police and an ambulance to frighten him off...or he would have tried to put colin back down there again...anyway, other members of the art department then heard...one ran up with a bottle of squash....to revive the drugged and dizzy colin...who could hardly stand, by that point in time....

all in all?...the 'deeper well' conflated with 'alice down the rabbithole' programming, i would guess....