OTHER NOTES:

anyway, I can now remember the following about Rachel beamish...she was to tell me that she had 'seen' eric-the-half-arsed-bee in my mind...she had understood what little colin was all about...I can remember a conversation with her, outside of chimnels circa 1988 (dartington college - student accommodation, at the time)....she was to watch colin walk into the building...we were talking about turner, at the time...I had just told Rachel that all turner liked to do...having left dartington and gone back to London...was to take ecstasy, trance out and dance the night away at 'heaven' nightclub...."they all get that way, in the end" Rachel was to tell me "he's like that too"...she was looking at colin as he disappeared into chimnels....I suppose that her meaning was something around whatever they had been chipped with/programmed with/agreed to do for the ill cult...it sent them mad....and they then took drugs as a form of escapism...'trancing out'....

....Rachel had drawn her 'flightless bee' design...upon her flightless kite...as a means of expressing what little colin was all about...you see he hadn't been tortured as much as the rest of us, as children....additionally and I have no idea why...but he was unable to remoteview...that is why he was given a 'kite' and we were supposed to be the network 'bows' i.e. microchipped slaves who would 'do that' for him....

that 'bee' design was to turn up on that WILKO BAG...'eric the half-arsed bee'.....and that Templar 2b pencil reference....see previous notes upon Cameron and co - being told by the british royals that they wanted somebody in the US senate and little colin would fit the bill...so one can conclude that the royals don't have much influence 'in there' nowadays? see previous notes upon Caligula and a 'horse' in the senate.....

additionally, I can remember Rachel's department at BI...gill and rimington knew all about it...but I wasn't allowed to know much about it 'just in case'...and the basic idea behind her department's work?...was that they had to get away from 'pattern recognition' entirely....to use a different way of coding...."anything that would work" as a memory aid...

....you see - if we were all to get through this and out the other side of this horrific cult....a dramatic change of 'modus operandi' was needed....in order to throw the ill off our collective tail....