....and what else, dazzlenation?...well, i can remember what the ill had done, regarding 'boiler cat' programming....luckily i was too old (about 8, at that point in time) for that - as well as 'freezer' programming (too tall, to fit into the small fridge freezer)....additionally, zielinski had previously put me upon the 'adult list' because i was so good at 'nannying' the younger children, whilst living in blackheath and so luckily i was 'exempt' let us say - see previous notes upon the importance of 'lists'....anyway, i can remember 14 st bernards kitchen....dearlove/rimington/scarlett had ordered oscar in 'pa(w)' dog alter, to rope the small children together, around the metal structure around the boiler...which heated up, once turned on....you could dry your clothes upon it...something that i had had to do, at 8 years old....because sylvia had refused to let me put my clothes into the washing machine with the rest of the family's dirty laundry and she had also forbidden me to use the tumble-dryer....in brief, she had given me a bucket to wash my one change of clothes (from my school clothes)....anyway, i couldn't watch...having viewed from behind...what those adults were up to....walked away....all i could do, at the time....see previous notes upon telling a policeman on jersey...to then find out that he was part of the whole paedophile gang etc etc....see previous notes upon lisa forster (to become 'smith' at the prague DTO) and her father, who had been the head of the woolwich police station....in short, it was useless to go to the police, in those days....and so who else could you turn to...who wasn't part of the 'cult' let us say....see previous notes upon mrs graham 'n' dr craig's wife...both local magistrates etc etc....in short, the children had to rely upon 'tippy-toe', let us say - to protect themselves from the paedophiles....see previous notes upon 'all of that'....oh and once i had begun to make my way up US intelligence...in relation to 'maths' programs, let us say....control of environments etc etc....one could write 'tippy-toe' programs on the quiet....and input them underneath etc etc....go figure.