....wednesday morning....and last night, i was to remember lisa deciding upon a certain pop song to 'sum it all up'....see previous notes upon the rose and the slip-up...."everytime i think of you - my mind blows a fuse"...."but not in a good way" lisa was to conclude.. (and yes, 'i'm just a love machine' had been playing upon the tannoy, last night...the loeve machine)...and so what had we been talking about?...hmmm....see previous notes upon 'continous rape' by one or more programmers, over a period of hours and sometimes days...in order to reset a slave's pavlovian responses, let us say....i.e. the way that the body responds automatically...with a strong physical attraction, upon catching sight of another....MKultra 'daddy'....see previous notes upon dartington and jacqui jones who had talked about the 'shame' involved...after having been gang-raped...."because you begin to enjoy it in the end"....talking about sexual stimulation and the way that your body reacts even though your mind is opposed to it...see previous notes upon 'ross' at langley seniors - talking openly about how disgusted he was, about what he had done i.e. what he had been taught by the ill cult - having earned it, by being evil....i.e. he had been facilitated, let us say - to subject sue walker to 'continuous rape' and then memory-dump...for her then to believe that she was 'in love' with him...."you do that to them - and then they think that they are in love with you - it's sick...it's sick!" he spat, in disgust...see previous notes upon mr putin and his men at hotelu asystencki...the quickest way to 'poach' a MKultra slave from a former 'daddy'...see previous notes upon peter mandelson and his dream/nightmare of being gang-raped by the british royal princes....and the anxiety involved...around the following factors....first of all - it had to have been a dream, hadn't it?...but it had seemed so real...and yet just a dream and so as a homosexual having a gay fantasy etc etc - why had it caused such anxiety?....and so why had it caused such anxiety etc etc...why had it been more of a nightmare?...and the million-dollar answer to that one is....that it hadn't been a fantasy....it had happened...and as the S/M community were to state, recently - regarding the film/book '50 shades of grey'...consent has to be given, first of all...or else it is not something that any of them would encourage or condone etc etc etc....oh and see inga the man-sized dominatrix and her 'special needs' group within the british aristocracy, for further notes upon 'that one'...and what else?...and we're back to little colin and all around 'the meadows' (Med-O's)...and another episode of the irish benny hill show....go figure.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/William_H._McRaven

...and what else?....another clump this wednesday morning - marines...and it begins with mcRaven....who was to visit Losely, at his house, in jakarta 2004....to then hold up that 'chinese cat effigy' in front of him and say "remember this?"...something that MKultra programmers invariably say...see previous notes upon rimington etc etc...oh and later on, losely was to ask the rhetorical question..."so that's my..." etc etc....go figure....and then there's marcinko....and an arizona connection....see previous notes upon 'the meadows'....oh and lisa was to add..."hit the ceiling/see-ling/sealing"...remember CF's song 'living on the ceiling'?....go figure.

additionally, there is CHARLES M BYERS...and a 'joke' upon the timer system....something around obama having nicknamed losey his "wing admiral"....a pun on remoteviewing 'birds'....and EDWARD BYERS....'with wings'?...looks like somebody has also stabbed him in the back....go figure.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Richard_Marcinko

"Marcinko was indicted for conspiracy, conflict of interest and lying to the government on July 13, 1989 in connection with a kickback of $113,000 paid to Ramco International, a company set up by Marcinko and former SEAL John B. Mason, by Accuracy Systems, a Phoenix, Arizona-based arms manufacturer owned by Charles M. Byers, another former SEAL."


https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nina_Byers
and then there's NINA BYERS if you are interested because my sixth sense is picking up on 'something' here...related to twinned seals, perhaps?..."fermez la porte" said lisa....and which british comedian's catchphrase...had been "ooh, shut that door"?...anyway, the idea behind it was the 'cooper pair' according to obama....as in you had given your consent 'in a manner of speaking' although in reality, you had had no choice in the matter....e.g. you had been given somebody who was 'just like you'...whom you would have been attracted to, anyway - in the normal course of events etc etc...."trying to wriggle out of it" replies BI ONLINE....go figure.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cooper_pair
oh and yes, BBC...i now get the 'beard' jokes....aren't you brave people...taking the piss out of marcinko's hairstyle....as it goes, eh?

https://www.military.com/daily-news/2016/08/12/seal-commander-mired-in-controversy-retires.html
anyway, back to 'this one' marines....and according to new information coming to light, from a recent scan....obama had told losey..that he would have to promote a woman because of "them" - whoever, they were....i.e. the whole political correctness crusade-in-the-workplace bunch, backing the US democrats - was 'inferred' let us say (Obama is a master of that type of thing)...and so losey nearly lost his job and then got forced into a resignation upon trumped up charges....which means that losey had been quite right about janine...not actually her fault...because there had been a much wider 'cause and effect' number going on within the whole context, let us say....hmmm...and so why did they have to do it 'that way'?...something is still bugging me...something 'not quite right' here...around a certain 'ruthlessness' in terms of pulling somebody down, to get them out of the way and with no regard whatsoever, to the proper running of the entire system.....go figure.