how odd...only 5 days ago...and a link to that names list site...go figure:
and what about Catherine stewart? odder and odder...
let me explain, yesterday I was to have a look at a certain video upon my youtube frontpage...a video about a woman who had been treated for 'multiple personality disorder' in relation to a satanic cult...it is unclear whether or not she really had been part of a satanic cult and I cannot comment further because I didn't bother to watch much of that very long video....except to say that in view of the woman having severe depression plus having seizures and blackouts....obviously something was very wrong but what? anyway, the video looked a bit like one of those put out by the ill cult to make it look like the whole satanic cult biznez is made up...on the other hand - maybe she had been wrongly diagnosed....I began to think about those like block of wood, lisa smith, jade laing, ingabot....
hmmm...nota bene how the ill cult had then 'switched names on the lists'...so that I was then hounded by ingabot's special teachers....in relation to a presumably...whitehall 'recall' of their 'experiments'...."brain-damaged specimens" replies BI ONLINE....and so I thought, perhaps the woman in the video was a bit like me? however I do not suffer from depression and nor do I have seizures and blackouts - therefore all I can say is.....she obviously had a real problem and needed medical attention...the question is - did she get the right diagnosis?
anyway, the psychiatric staff....were shown to have discussed various mkultra 'numbers'...such as 'doctor green' along with the greek alphabet in relation to cult alters...apparently 'C' was the most deceptive of all...the gamma alter....and that made me wonder...about how MI5 jon had joked to me in prague...and then said "no, seriously - you are the leg 'e'....leggy"....the game at hand...yes, I can see that now...the gams...the legs...and the 'gam' on epsilon 'e' brainwave...radiowave level....in short the 'gam(e)' in the field..."and the gammy leg" replies MI5 ONLINE...oh of course...you are referring to ivan Dubcek and his extremely damaged leg and spinal cord...see previous notes upon all of that...
what else was to come up? well I was to remember walter zielinski...at the old knoll...he had been hired by the rockefellers....and he had actually been a dentist rather than a GP etc etc....he was to tell me that I had to look after the younger children...I had to be an adult, now...I mustn't cry like a child for attention....because if I did - I wouldn't survive....my siblings were all 'special' and therefore protected...because they were 'experiments'...."in brain-damage control" replies MI5 ONLINE....I was not special...I was normal, ordinary and if I didn't prove to be 'useful' to my family....I would end up dead....and yes I know that it sounds like zielinski was threatening me but he wasn't...it was because I was sick one Wednesday afternoon - I had a terrible stomach upset...on top of having been starved for some time - thin as a pin....zielinski was to plead with me to be 'strong'...because he feared what my parents might do if I was not...and it wasn't just my parents that were the problem, was it? the whole damn extended family and beyond...the whole satanic cult...go figure.
...and so although 'normal' I was to grow up pretty disturbed....so many different languages in my head and from a very early age...my schooling had been 'all over the place' before I was to settle down at Langley....however when I look back on it all now....I was probably one of the least 'disturbed' children of my generation...of those who went to school at Langley seniors, for example....so many of us had been raped/stun-gunned by the paedophile cult...."by your own parents as well as teachers" replies MI5 ONLINE....not to mention the local masons....the cult was endemic...so many were involved...heavily under mind control....both children and adults....go figure.
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