pavel kucera....

the dichotomy between post velvet revolution and 'happy but poor' communist past...

kucera had been 'happy but poor' in communist times...he was 'unhappy but a millionaire' after the velvet revolution in the CR....and making more money by the hour, by the day....at his fingertips.....millionaire....trillionaire.....

.....and also condemnation by dabydeen's post-colonial lot...along the lines of 'white male'...eastern european....'poor but still got lighting, tv, own flat, radiators' etc....dabydeen used to project 'i am the embodiment of every black person starving, featured on an oxfam ad' whilst running his 'i encourage black males to rape both white and black females if they are not islamic'....

kucera...working for obama and the NSA after the velvet revolution...kucera used to rail at me, in prague 1994-6..."why am i so unhappy?"....and i hadn't got a clue as to how to solve kucera's dilemma...maybe 'give to charity'? kucera was to tell me that he had tried that and it hadn't worked...ha ha ha...so sad but also so funny....as if 'giving to charity' was like a 'drug fix' - advice from your local doctor, or street-dealer....

.....work it out...bankers/financial workers often have to resort to 'therapists/psychoanalysts' etc....because they are 'unhappy'....kucera was to follow that line...and it didn't do any good either, i can tell you (his therapy group couldn't stand him)...and in retrospect, i would guess that he had become addicted to making money...becoming a millionaire hadn't been enough....it is a bit like gambling online and losing it all...except that kucera was 'winning all the way' in financial terms....and he couldn't stop...it was making him terribly unhappy but he couldn't stop - go figure...perhaps my advice should have been something around 'if you are repeatedly doing something that makes you unhappy - you need a specialist self-help group' to address that problem/issue?...and not just your local but costly therapy group where the others are not millionaires 'several times over' etc etc....

....let me see....look at photos from the third world...the fishing families.....those involved in agriculture, within rural environments...they all tend to look HAPPY don't they?....and yes dabydeen's lot will then say that they are not because they don't have better pay from the west (quite true)....along with not being able to compete because of a lack of education..... i.e. 'western knowledge' (ha ha ha - look at western academe in terms of 'knowledge' withheld by the ill cult - along with sharon asking me a serious question - what should palestinians learn? i was to reply that they were already good at languages but that chemistry might be a good idea - in relation to a certain village, burning western mattresses - and harming those around who breathed in the fumes), 'proper' western medical care etc etc...and somewhat paradoxically...franco was to agree with dabydeen - whilst arguing 'at the same time' for those 'truly independent communities' i.e. those that didn't depend upon the west for anything, to be left alone....a UNESCO photography grant and project...go figure.

...the adults and children in franco's photos from that project....well they tend to look happy 'in their way'....happier than the stress-ridden faces of 'so many' in the western world...who have lost that connection...

...let me see...westerners who try to 'follow that path' to happiness...as in "lose it all in the jungle" replies BI ONLINE...well nearly all of them 'lose it' don't they? to then return....wiser and sadder.....because they haven't grown up with that 'lack' amongst those who do not tend to perceive it as a 'lack' i.e. no clean water, electricity/lighting etc....but when it is available - it makes things easier....children growing up with 'none of that' in terms of 'basics'.....well, when they get those things, later on in life....in relation to having had been able to be 'happy' without 'all of that'...what can i say but that they are very different from a westerner not brought up within that type of environment - westerners who are, in general, not able to survive that type of existence for 'that long'.....without running back to 'where they came from'....or somewhere similar....these people have 'supra-adaptive skills' within the modern environment...they have come from the third world....they know how to be 'happy' without 'all of that'...they know how to be happy 'with it'...go figure.

anyway, in view of dabydeen's lot...the post colonial 'we just hate' artists...."let us hope that they are few and far between" replies BI ONLINE.....you mean 'islam4uk' and everybody registered...including 'shami'?

we have to have a 'win-win situation' here...we all know that we are up against a banker's 'divide and conquer' program.....

and we're talking about 'happiness' here, aren't we - kucera?...and an answer to your question....so many years ago now...you had an 'addiction' that wasn't making you happy...and when that happens...you have to realise it and then use your intelligence to think your way out of that 'paper bag'...nobody else is 'you-inside-of-your-head' and nobody else can think of an alternative solution....it is up to you....to find that solution.

secondly i can remember 'western thinking'.....and in an overall way....in relation to 'no-win' logic....an over-arching theme to my education.....let us ground it in 'mrs graham' teaching her english lit class at solihull 6th form college circa 1982...she was to talk to my class about T S ELIOT's 'thomas beckett' dilemma.....and about how the tempters were to 'do him in'....she was to conclude that every human being is 'evil'....that nobody could be a true saint....nobody could resist the 'tempters'....what a dichotomy eh?

...the ill try to reinforce 'that one' every single time....and in relation to human nature...it is absurd...but let me tell you this....if you are more than 50% 'good' in your everyday dealings, within british culture...then you are doing well, in my book...and that is how it should be, according to the east....you don't have to do more than that...you do not have to be a saint...you do not have to be 100% 'pure saint' (like pure orange juice)...i can remember mcdonald laughing about that...."jezzus...they got you with that one?"...when we were only teenagers.....'if you are not a saint then you are one of the devils' etc etc....

the ill try to push that if you are not 100% a saint...then you are a devil...go figure.

...and it's the old catholic line, too....let me see - who am i tracking and tracing here...i remember....a surgeon - who had a son at ALL SAINTS PRIMARY....he had been the biggest bully of the whole lot...and 'pock-marked'....a bit like that PHOBOS photo.....

that surgeon had groomed his son to be a 'son of satan' and to the nth degree...in short, he had been hoping that his son 'timothy' (sandy/red-haired poppy cut - yes really - the young timothy's hair cut, had looked like a poppy gone to seed - round top of 'standing out' circular ball of hair - shaved sides) would be the anti-christ...the leader of all of the demons etc etc...now you all know by now - that this is purely a network affair....and to do with the zionist armageddon project, don't you?

....is timothy still around? is he in cahoots with....let me see...edwin gyde?...whom interpol had also wanted to 'pick up' this morning....financial fraud appears to be the number....and if interpol is interested....it is likely to be massive fraud....go figure.....

you see...i was to receive footage of 'scarlett's office' in that CD office, in blackheath...my father didn't appear to know what had hit him (he was in that office, at the time)...my mother did though (she was also present)....and she could hardly keep the smile off her face....as the 'military police' took scarlett away....i suppose that my father will 'wake up to what it was all about' eventually....he had reminded me, beforehand - of a certain 'racetrack' on sale in QD....i was to have a look at it and decided NOT to tell him, about 'that one' before now...go figure.

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oh and regarding dabydeen's erstwhile department...I 'knew' that something was wrong there...after he had championed jade laing's cause, protected her against every complaint etc etc...and this evening I have just learned that 3 IS programmers used to work in that department...go on, surprise me...