i was to watch disk 2 of AGE OF WANDS yesterday and upon rimington and gill's advice...two episodes entitled:

PEACOCK PIE

MAMA DOC

...i was to remember how 'gareth and his colleagues at THAMES' had written them...using remoteviewers like myself and gill...and of course they didn't 'get it all' from us, did they? see previous notes upon sonia fisher etc etc...

...but they were to get quite a bit...as i was to find out - having watched the above....

for example - gill had been asked to describe a typical ashkenazim jooish woman...he was to base 'MAMA DOC', upon his stepmother....which was a bit unfair...see previous notes upon 'black betty bam baa lam' but anyhow......oh i see - who had given little gill that doll's house and the laissez-faire to do 'dollhouse programming'...not LA FRANCK that is for sure...she was to reprimand him severely for 'that one'...."it is all satanic, godless" etc etc....in a long diatribe upon the ills of 'that sort of thing' and in so many ways, via that 'dongle' radio connection....see previous notes.

LA FRANCK was a 'hard taskmaster' in a way...i can remember thinking that it was all 'too much' now and then...after she had fallen sick again and was in severe pain...and that is because at about 10 years old - she had taken me on as her 'confidante' in relation to being her 'translator' for little gill....i had only been a young child at the time....and then as the years passed by...a teenager...and then 'in my late twenties'...early thirties...until LA FRANCK was to die...and that must have been in 1995, gill? well it was 'difficult' to handle....because she knew so much...she had analysed so much...she had read so much...a 'chosen field' as i was to state....'in the eyes of God' and in relation to spying....and sometimes it is really 'too much' to listen to somebody in pain....'on the radio'...telling you what she is telling God about her suffering....whilst adding a few asides to yourself, about her whole predicament and you cannot 'switch the radio off'....luckily it is only going into your subconscious mind, at the time - but she had a connection to me - the french connection and so if gill hadn't called her up - she would call me - and from about 10 years old - and when you are listening to a french nun, who thinks that she is dying (even though, she wasn't at the time - but everybody gets thoughts of mortality 'now and then' don't they? and the same sort of morbid thoughts)....

well...hearing LA FRANCK...through the 'chip in your head' at that age (i was to have all of mine out, later on - see previous notes - apart from emet's 'transfer from chip to braincells' data - to then be used 'at will' by my very human and untouched by SIS or their GM crop horror, brain)....

....sometimes it is almost too hard to bear....for example...as a 10 year old....one day i was to tell LA FRANCK to "shut up"...that did it....she didn't reply for about 2 weeks - and then little gill was 'on my back' - "why hasn't my mother called? what did you say? you did - something - didn't you? you bitch!"....

adults can sometimes scare children considerably...by talking about things that children do not understand...or 'not really'...in terms of death, religion...the spirit, the soul....and LA FRANCK had been in anguish, at the time...

later on...mark r at GREEN TOWER was to laugh "an ingrowing toenail?"...to mcdonald...it became a 'standing joke' about LA FRANCK....okay, it was more than that...inflamed and infected and 'going up her leg'...it didn't help, that another nun in that nunnery used to 'hobble by' on crutches, waving her finger at LA FRANCK, in the early morning....as they prepared for their first 'religious event' within a rather long day.....that nun had had her left leg removed to her knee....and yes, LA FRANCK was to tell me every single detail....at 10 years old...her prayers....her sins....the whole barrel.

but anyway....

...and you wonder why daldry labelled both gill and rimington as neurotic hysterics....see previous notes.

....and you wonder why 'catholics' used to wonder about me...."you're not catholic?...i had thought that you must be"...they would then look at me as if i were lying...or not 'lying'...just 'something else' about me that they were unable to figure out....jane fitzgerald had been 'one of those'....until she began to 'dig deep', in order to find the answer...see previous notes....as hidden from myself, as her - i might add....in my 'front alter'.

....and you wonder why gill arranged for all of those 'old green bibles' to be stolen from solihull sixth form....nankeville was to go 'berserk' about it...gill then formed a 'bible study group' at solihull public school....

do you begin to understand how 'messed up' we all were? gill and farrell had both had 'impossible mothers'...real mothers....and so did i...my mother didn't give a damn about my existence...her sole existence was bound up with making life 'easy' for ingabot and RH....and so the difference lay in the fact that their mothers...."actually gave a shit and your's didn't" replies MI5 ONLINE...yes, that was true for most of my life...but as i have said, in previous notes....i was to make a 'new relationship' with my mother, over the past ten years or so...one that is no longer an 'abusive'....

OTHER NOTES:

....which leads me onto the question of 'when is a jooish ashkenazi a good type of person and when are they not'....my mother is 'jooish ashkenazim'....a cuckoo-in-the-nest....of the clayton's.

that laskin couple...'muriel and paul' were pure evil..."con artists" replies MI5 ONLINE...preying upon my mother as their 'slave' upon the ashkenazim system...they had hoped to gain control of my father 'by that one'....they had been using my mother as their slave to do so...naturally she rebelled....and stood firm against those two evil 'robots' in the end....i can remember the last time that she was to see 'muriel and paul'...after they had stayed at my parents' chateau in france...

my mother had been devastated by their behaviour....see previous notes upon my parents' paying for the most expensive restaurants etc for 'that couple'....

in short, they were to complain that they were not receiving 5 star hotel service from my parents in their chateau and it simply wasn't good enough....the inference being, that my parents should shell out and put them up in a 5 star hotel in the centre of bescancon...the nearest city....

my mother was to put her foot down...the laskins then complained 'every single day' and about 'everything'....in relation to the meals that my mother put upon the table, to the bed linen and the decor etc etc....can you believe it? how and why did my parents put up with it? "they are mind control slaves" replies BI ONLINE.

i wonder now....remember 'carrie and paul' who came to stay with me, in prague?...the same type, eh?...see previous notes....

"con artists" replies MI5 ONLINE....oh i 'get it' now...i am now talking to the 'esther rantzen division'...."somebody put a poster of her up - above the main door and then we got it - our mission statement"....isn't that wonderful?

you mean that you had all been in memory dump beforehand...saw her poster "we took it down quickly - enough of a memory aid - as to what we had been up to...." - yes i get the full picture now....it had been up above your department's door, at the end of a long corridor. Whoever put 'that one up' before memory dump - was seriously....a genius. "we accessed the right files, immediately"....so that one pic...was one of the best memory aids out? in relation to finding the right files...

anyway, let me backtrack to my mother telling me about 'sending muriel and paul off'....having driven them to the main bescancon station....my mother was to talk about two BLACK CROWS....really evil joos....sad, sick, terrible....their expressions.....white-faced, sour...evil....my mother had 'seen it all' at last....about her slavery to 'that type of thing'....

"...of course, they can't help it" replies MI5 ONLINE......but my mother could?...do you see how it goes...in relation to the ashkenazim? my mother had 'married well'....married out of mind control slavery...as far as it is possible to do so, in this day...world....and time.

...and the swiss family had accepted my mother - and from the beginning..."she knows what it's all about"....

my mother is more intelligent than the 'sheep' or the 'herd', gill - take note.

"she never cared for you" is the reply....yes i know that she never did....but even so.

....and as far as i know...my mother is now 'carrying the load' in relation to memory....working it out...all of the con-tricks and the con-artists....the mind control...the horror, of it all.