....oh and remember mcgowan as VIZ character 'norman-the-doorman' - dazzlenation?...lol....see previous post....go figure:
...anyway, the following scene was to remind me of petrol nell downloading or 'channelling' what i shall call 'that hideous strength' from the mossad....a bit like black ink in water...as hazel began to faint upon her sofa...my sixth sense was to pick up on that 'aura' permeating the atmosphere, let us say...although unlike hazel, it was unable to get near me...i watched it spread like a poisonous black cloud...all the while, watching petrol nell's expression...her eyes were glazed....sightless, you might say - as she stared in front of her....eyes wide-open....after she had banged her large wooden cane, upon the floor...as if she were the 'law-maker'..."just a puppet" replies BI online....well, yes - that was clear, at the time which was why mcgowan, lisa's son and myself had all then decided to try and help her....get her out...nothing doing....anyway, i am somewhat reminded of sharon's "we are the chosen people"....hmmm....chosen to do what, precisely?...that old-worn-out-phrase appears to take on a new meaning, nowadays....it is becoming more 'equivocal' to my mind etc etc...remember the masons had been modelled upon the early gnostics - who believed that a demonic entity ruled this world...with God behind - or rather above, let us say.........see previous posts upon 'all of that'....go figure:
anyway, having dipped into this fascinating movie....whilst comparing notes from that murnau wiki entry....ha, so murnau was gay...well, he could certainly give derek jarman a run for his money...oh and somebody in comments makes a comparison to disney's aladdin etc etc....i then had a quick look at the christian theology at work.....the power and the glory, eh?....but not the kingdom...."life after death"....not the life of the soul...which is kind of odd, because isn't he supposed to have sold his soul...does that mean simply given it up (if so, where does it go?) - to then become a zombie...obviously i need to watch the whole thing, in order to 'get' it etc...oh and i'm also reminded of matt smith calling lisa a self-hating joo....now, she had been behind that whole origins-of-covid number in shanghai 2003...run by 'muvver' upon a radio desk in that SAS castle - see previous notes upon 'all of that'......go figure:
anyway, ed miliband as the 'law-giver' was also to come up as part of the general clump.....remember his brother david having a nervous breakdown over a bottle of vodka, with a member of the press...regarding ed and his console-furbie-kids?....regarding the masorti 'transmitting' to the next generation etc etc...."starmer's the same"....really?......go figure:
anyway, funnily enough - 'muvver' upon that SAS/MOD desk had looked a bit like the following:
oh and the prague rothschild was to add that he had been worried that his son 'nigel' had programmed himself in as 'mephisto'....hmmm...tempted by rodway, 'harry' and gill, to do so and yes, he had done - as a teenager, at their request...a tangled web, eh?
additionally, MI5 evans was to tell an aide "don't say it looks like me!".....lol....anyway, that MKultra 'sands of time' program, running again?....ah, i remember now...an answer to pentagon brenda, as to why gill 'n' nigel had managed to blow themselves up in the old city of jersualem....in short, once the 'sands of time' had run out on nigel's chip....following his death...."the whole thing would fall apart"...precisely that..."so he won't be transmitting anymore?"...well, obviously not...that chip would have immediately gone into meltdown...your only problem being, is that if there is more than one 'mephisto' upon the system...."we were looking for the original"...well, that would have been the prague rothschild himself....of whom nigel had said, in his late teens..."he doesn't know" with a worried look upon his face...and so we can say that nigel had managed to hack his father's etc etc?.......go figure.
oh and in retrospect, dazzlenation....i really hope that nobody was using those holes-in-the-wall to project some 'starry' vision into the interior....because as far as i can see....somebody had wanted to do 'just that' - see previous post regarding the 'wood hall estate'.....anyway, anybody know the correct translation for the above...hmmm....something around pleasure and to do/make....night makes pleasure?...and then we're back to your guards in front of doors cartoon conundrum - dazzlenation?....additionally, in my day - it wasn't exactly a 'satanic contract' although we had all termed it as such....that i had been forced to sign before being forced onto that MI5 russian course...it was the OSA....lol....official secrets act...i was only 16 - not even eligible...the official entry age had been 18 years old etc etc...additionally, SAS captain 'scottie' was to tell me that the rest of them had all applied...and therefore only i had a leg to stand on - regarding complaints about that MKultra horrorshow....go figure:
night makes pleasure?...."dark matter"...with a sidelong glance at tardville walling gill and his mates, up in that windowless seaside pavilion for the night...having made them all mainline heroin beforehand.....go figure:
...add to the whole mix...lisa going on about EFL and TEFL....regarding 'teflon' and 'teufel'.....along with 'tode'...deaths.....in relation to old english and 'toads'...or the owd frog's boon, perhaps?....nota bene todd used to say that his surname was an old USA 'witch' surname....go figure:
and why is 'deta' coming up, now - dazzlenation?....ah, the resin/glue upon a rather unstable led light 'snowman' (flashed different colours) upon a pedestal, that i had bought for oscar, on saturday from QD...a a'snowman' that was to remind me of uncle bobby...."he's come unstuck"....lol...and yes, it had all been rather 'deja vu' - a prague rothschild number...as it goes, eh?
okay and this is where it gets a little bit too weird, for me but i think that i'd better mention it...in relation to 'trans' or not as the case maybe....yesterday, i was in the library....minding my own business as i walked past the main desk - to take a sideways glance at the man who was involved in a long and detailed conversation with a librarian....he was over 6 foot...in profile, reminded me a bit of the young alex skornik....in a large white beanie, overcoat, pink trousers and trainers....it was his face that had caught my attention....because he had lavished bright red lipstick all around his mouth...didn't appear to be wearing any other make-up...not that i scrutinised him - far too polite...the other library staff had 'raised eyebrows' let us say - once his back was turned...despite the fact that he sounded perfectly lucid...quite normal etc etc...anyway, the lipstick wasn't tastefully 'smudged' like robert smith out of 'the cure'....it was far more like the white rubber-ring-around-the-mouth of a clown's face...like a huge gash or wound upon his face....and so naturally i was to wonder what was going on...anyway, having had a look at the artistry that had gone into the lipstick here...and yes, i am well aware that screen gods used to wear a lot of makeup, in black and white films....the women often used to use black lipstick in order to 'show up' on film etc etc:
"rudolph valentino"...well, you know how it goes:
anyway, i think that we're back to that old question...who is the real 'mephisto' or 'satan' regarding this quest for immortality...or simply the regaining of your youthful appearance?....remember amadeus and gloria vanderbilt etc etc:
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