Monday, 19 May 2025

 ....oh and in relation to novelists, dazzlenation?...a book that debbie mcd had enjoyed.....brought back quite a bit in a rather alternate dimension, let us say....lol...the matrix by lauren groff.....hmmm....her pic at the back of my copy - looks like she could be mcdonald's sister....when young....or rather daughter, in relation to the generation gap...such a likeness, going on there....lol....go figure:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matrix_(Groff_novel)




....and let me see...."yo rock" according to mcdonald, as far as i can remember....go figure:



and what's rowling on, then?...omg....i wonder 'why' she is advertising 'dolls' nowadays?.....but having not kept up with her 'literary output', let us say....lol...no idea:



anyway, if this is something to do with 'trans'...i now 'get' why gill had told rodway at that colchester mafia den "i fancy ya but i don't love ya - isn't that enough?"....thinking about it now....rodway's voice might never have broken....but upon reflection - she still had a rather 'trans' body...the perfect 'bod' to aspire to....regarding gill 'n' nigel aka lady mary pozah etc etc.....not forgetting inga as the man-sized barbie doll - although one has to say that her figure was more 'feminine' than rodway's.....and how had i come to the realisation of 'all of that'? - regarding malcolm and that secret BI corridor where gill dressed up like....er ...joan collins etc etc.....quite simple, really.....rodway had once come back from work to ask me quizzically....."a male colleague told me that i was 'all woman' today"...she had wanted to know if he was taking the piss....i replied that of course she was 'all woman' - how could there be any dispute....hmmm....she looked unsure....angry.....a few years later - the same comment was passed - this time by richard gordon and in relation to sue-the-care-manager, who had definitely been 'trans' as the support workers were to find out.....anyway, the way in which he had said it....in a deep throaty 'lustful' way - with a laugh.....reminded me of the first time that i had heard such a comment - within a similar context, let us say...lol....see previous notes upon what happened next - the scandal that manager tony green had to avert etc etc....oh and i might add that jay power at dartington....having previously had an operation to become a girl as a child and then wanted to change back as an adult - having found that being a trans lesbian wasn't working out because the lesbian community were to ostracise her.....by contrast, she had also told me that most of the male students she knew had made a pass at her - she had simply figured that they were 'curious' etc etc....whereas the lesbians treated her coldly, to put it mildly....."not allowing her to sit with them" replies BI online...go figure.

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