....oh and i had no idea that the 'english carrier pigeon' looked like 'that' - dazzlenation...it's all a bit 'alice in wonderland' to me....remember the bit...where she grows a long neck...and frightens the pigeons in their nest etc etc....go figure:

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anyway, in a very alternate dimension - dazzlenation...i am beginning to 'get' what had happened to sue whalley and in relation to her two front-teeth...the ones that had looked a bit like the 'wattle' upon the above pigeon....which were then replaced by what she was to call 'rabbit-teeth'....she was to tell me that she had much preferred her old teeth despite etc etc...because the new ones were far too big....see previous notes upon 'all of that'......additionally and in relation to myself....daldry had always seen me as a bit of a 'snake'....lol....see previous notes upon being bitten by a viper when very young (swiss-italian alps) for marie louise von franz to tell me that it was the gift of knowledge, that always comes with a price etc etc...and yes, we're back to the garden of eden, again...lol...i can also remember being made to play the 'snake' in a biblical drama enactment, at the paris school....wiggle around the floor etc etc....and there's more...i can remember carla laughing at me and telling me to shut up, whilst we were being shown an early version of 'l'inferno'....i had started to cry after seeing the mountainous landscape....it wasn't 'hell' - it was 'home' etc etc....what was going on?...how dare they?....oh and then little george began to cry, too....because something or somebody in the film, had reminded him of his father....why was he in the circles of hell etc etc...funny how children 'read' things, isn't it?...not entirely predictable....go figure: