....and what's new this monday morning, dazzlenation?...something around oscar and the mafia that had recruited him as a young child....which is why he had been 'the way that he was'....something that pat had wanted to dig up and in relation to a certain incident, in the back garden of dr craig's- see previous notes........violent, selfish, stupid and more to the point - extremely violent to other children....anyway, oscar was to tell the CID operative, who used to live in the house next door to 14 st bernards (after oscar had been arrested for another violent crime against myself - leaving me unconscious with my knee dislocated 'upon the patio' read the police report (CID operative had seen it all through the hedge) - although in fact, we used to call it the 'rose garden' before it was changed into a patio, in front of oscar's wooden 'temple' where he used to take certain drugs 'on the quiet').....that he had been working for the 'cabretta' whilst in 'demonic alter'...i've just looked it up on google...apparently 'cabretta' means 'soft leather'...oh and 'demonic alter' is a misnomer, really....just as alan boldon's 'dr gyde/mr hyde' number had also been....because oscar's real personality (behind the chip)....his first identity had been etc etc....see above....and so not a product of a potion in inga's lab or anything like that...."or just a mind control hypnotic stage trick - (it was) his real self" replies BI online....exactly that...."hanni and sylvia were in cahoots with him"....which is why i was carried in from the 'patio' and thrown upon the kitchen table, whereupon hanni then threw a pan of cold water over my face and yelled at me to 'wake up'...."a dislocated knee - that's all - she must have fallen" etc etc....oh and i have more upon 'that one' too....oscar was to tell the CID that sylvia hadn't been convinced but later on she had got used to it and had then begun to enjoy abusing children, as much as he used to do....and what else?....well, his school 'harrogate' were apparently not like 'eton' or other schools of a similar nature....they did not approve of sexual abuse of minors by older pupils....in short, oscar had had his teeth kicked in for abusing younger boys at the school - not a 'rugby accident' as he was later on, to claim...resulting in two false front teeth and from his early teens....next up, although i think that i have already mentioned the following...a certain b'ham based doctor was to talk about how oscar 'n' friend had been debarred from entering the paediatric unit, after it had been reported that etc etc...."we knew what was going on but...."....i.e. you know how it is, as doctors - we all close ranks, once a sniff of scandal is etc etc....warned not to go in there, anymore....a consultant haematologist....who had no right to do any such thing....in fact, according to his staff - both admin and medical...he used to lock himself into his office....take drugs/alcohol and then sleep for most of the day....i was once to ask 'sylvia' about 'that one'...she replied that sometimes life is so difficult that you have to get through it, any way that you can....anyway, dazzlenation - having looked at all of those old CID reports - what can i add but that you most probably remember mcgowan's time at the fishwicks - relatively recently, as far as i can remember...."royal guarantee" replies BI online....."which is what the CID had come up against, in the 70's - early on - we all knew about it"....and so okay, you all knew about it - but does that help me, now?....in the year 2021..."we've still got the records"...well, that is something of a 'comfort' i suppose...although of course, i have to ask...when are you going to overthrow this tyranny?.......go figure.