Saturday, 12 December 2020

 ....and what else, dazzlenation?...well, i don't have time to read this article in full...but anyway, having quickly skimmed it....i was firstly reminded of mark r - who had had his pain/pleasure switch reversed...and secondly of RH....who had been given the same 'procedure' let us say - to myself, at the old knoll, late 60s - see previous notes upon 'all of that'....the problem was...that it didn't work, with RH...instead of making him learn faster, so that he didn't have to press the electrocution button, when he made a mistake...he started to repeatedly press the electrocution button....claiming that it gave him a 'buzz' and laughing...rather like pen dalton at that programming session, at the natural history museum, london - see previous notes upon that dartington trip etc etc...."i love it!"....apparently it gave her a 'buzz'...a 'tingle'...how weird is that?...oh and what is worse, RH then went on to develop an addiction to sniffing scotchguard waterproof spray (kept in a plastic bowl under the sink, with the shoe polish etc etc)....i can remember walking into the kitchen and complaining..."why is there that smell in here, again?"...until i caught him at it...running back into oscar's computer room etc etc....i then told oscar, who had a word with him etc etc....what a family, eh - dazzlenation?...ingabot on heroin...RH and his variation upon glue-sniffing etc etc....oh and let us not even go near what lisa forster/smith used to like etc etc...additionally, i can remember - now...it had been kate holliday who had decided to change lisa's surname to smith...."what a black cat!" etc etc....kate had loved lisa...who just wanted to earn it by being evil etc etc..."hated you" replies BI online....well, that much is clear - by now, isn't it?...lisa had loved all of it...including being raped/impregnated, aborted and then forced to partake in eating her own foetuses....and so i would guess that if there was any 'normality' functioning within lisa's brain, by a certain point in time...it would certainly be a sort of...."love/hate relationship"...exactly that...'do you always like the things that you want?' etc etc....see previous notes upon human blood opiates addiction:

The science of addiction: Do you always like the things you want? - BBC News

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