this morning i was to remember gill cracking the romanov code....i had done it so many times before (and the code was then changed, accordingly)...and therefore it was time to prove yourself, eh darling? oneupmanship and all that (and perhaps that time around - and it was the last time, wasn't it?... i would never have been able to do it and so it's just as well)......and you did it, too - for the first time...and with typical 'understatement' at having done it..."i've cracked it" you said quietly whilst putting your hands behind your head and sitting back...we were with an MI5 man, at the time - in an empty computer room - down an empty corridor...empty building, probably...anyway, a man whom i have since seen 'working through' sainbury's now and then....gill was then to say that he would treat us all to supper...he had money...and so off we went...i asked if i could drink as much wine as i liked...i wanted  to get drunk...it had been a hard day....

hmmm...how had we got there? i couldn't remember at the time...i had to ask the MI5 man if there was a canteen, in the building because i had no idea of where we were - except that we were in london...i also told him that the pair of us, had promised US intelligence to stick together because MI5 security wasn't 'what it could be', at the time...let us put it that way...or not in relation to the 'health and safety' of gill and myself, let us say...and so i couldn't go with him to buy drinks/sandwiches and leave gill alone...

anyway, i can now remember how we had got there...scarlett at the front door...intoning "the 'N'TRANCE"....the entrance....remember MOD evans at MI5? how his crew had to find other ways of entering and leaving MI5 buildings...to avoid scarlett's 'trance' programming....see previous notes upon what they were to do next....

scarlett also smirked "M 'N' N TRANCE"....see previous notes upon the hidden ID origins, of both gill and myself in relation to our earliest years....

...and i wonder now...had that MI5 man, been part of MOD evan's MI5 crew...decades ago now...see previous notes upon the CIA LAB/GREEN TOWER betting on which BI department would get out of MKULTRA mind control programming first....i bet he had been, hadn't he?....because that is where i would have learned...something is coming back here now..."wait a minute, gill...we can't use that exit.... because..." and so we went the other way...down the fire-escape....no, that firedoor had been locked...we then used the backstairs and a groundfloor window....

...anyway, after a good meal and lots of wine...it was time for gill to put me on the train back to manningtree...and so yes i can 'date it all'...in relation to renting that flat....see previous notes....circa 2004....

....and that is when an 'absurd note' struck....i can only describe it as this:

'flying monkey' in pursuit of 'rat down a drainpipe' on liverpool street station....it was late in the evening and the station was somewhat deserted....and  i can remember thinking that if i missed that train...it would not be the last one, that evening....

in short, i had to talk 'flying monkey' down...and he was in a very young child alter...

....that is - after i had drawn attention to 'who he was' - to a couple of passerbys..."that's colin farrell, isn't it?" etc etc......and that is after 'flying monkey' had collided with one of those large trolleys for suitcases/boxes...and managed to pull the entire thing over, off its runners - whilst turning a corner and pulling hard upon the side of it - in order to 'steady himself' whilst giving chase to gill...to then pull it over and on top of himself, i might add....i had been shouting at him beforehand to stop chasing gill..."MONKEY! MONKEY! STOP IT!"....to then see CF end up on his back, upon the station floor - boxes having fallen onto and then off of him...he looked a bit 'dazed and confused'....so i made sure that 'the few people on that station' knew who he was....along the lines of "I DO HOPE THAT WARNER BROTHERS HAVE INSURED YOU!"....

....and so it must have been around the time of shooting LONDON BOULEVARD...that is all i can say...

in short, i took 'little colin' home with me, upon that manningtree train...with the promise of a bath (trick), warm milk soup (treat) and a story before bedtime (treat)....

'warm milk soup' was something that little colin really liked....because as a child, he often had an upset stomach and couldn't eat...hanni had told his mother that he needed salt....and that milk with a dissolved KNORR stock cube in it....did the business.....'milk soup'...a  bit like cream of chicken/vegetable/mushroom soup....

....the next morning...i didn't actually see him....he left that quickly...having taken my bed and i slept on the sofa....yes, a very selfish little boy, who waggled his feet at the bottom of my bed because it was too 'short' for him, you see 'not good enough'....

anyway, the next morning....all i can remember is 'shouting' around...'where am i? what time is it? i've got to be on set at....' and then the front door of that manningtree wharf flat was to open and then slam shut, hard....so one can assume that CF had been in a 'child alter'...most probably an assassin alter 'late at night' on liverpool station....and that, come the next morning...he was back to 'actor on the job' alter....

Oh and a bit later on - and whilst i was still living in manningtree....i can remember seeing CF in a 'satanic alter' prowling around the corner of the road into that manningtree wharf area....i was to smile briefly as i passed him - he simply 'eyeballed me'...i was on my way to work at ACORN VILLAGES LTD....and so let me think - the above episode in london...wasn't the last time that i was to see the GAF...the next 'installment'  because 'what else can i call it?'....was to be played out in harwich and then israel....see previous notes...."farrell now knew where you lived - in demonic alter" replies MI5 ONLINE.....

...and that is important, isn't it? because 'under the tomato box lid'....i can now see what had really happened between him and caroline hughes....she had given him the 'green pepper' in relation to 'keeping the norwegian monarchy network' safe....CF was then to make deals with ingabot....do you see how it goes?

"what you had warned gill about, as a child" replies MI5 ONLINE....exactly, monarchy slaves who believe that they are royalty or descended from royalty..."better than the rest of us - they always stick together in the end".

OTHER NOTES:
something else was to come up this morning...the ROMANOV network taunting gill....in relation to a popsong....farrell and hughes were to taunt gill at dartington.....along the lines, that the popsong entitled 'tainted love' had been all about his mother....and about how 'sick' she was....

not as sick as the pair of them had been, i can say....for example - hughes was a sex slave....her only 'sexual high' was induced by having a satanic abortion....see previous notes upon the mafia running her....oh and let us not forget her brother, turning up in totnes to 'turn on' ex-heroin slaves, to his new drug....the one administered...in order to make satanic abortions feel like 'heaven'....

what else?.....gill's real mother had suffered from all sorts of things...cancer, for example....gill and i were to 'get onto her' in the end...and force her to see a doctor....gill took control of the situation 'on that early dongle' radio connection...to tell her to see a doctor immediately....that saved her life, for a couple of decades....you see, in her 'way of understanding'....pain was a test....God would deliver her....yes, she could talk a lot of nonsense, sometimes (i have always been a believer in the jooish understanding that God won't help you until you have done everything possible to help yourself).....but in the main what she had told both of us was GOOD...it was the truth about life as she saw it and with no holds barred...and therefore, to liken her to some 'popsong'...... about what appears to be a closet gay relationship that-has-gone-wrong because of 'whatever'....is really a bit too much, isn't it? a nun that has been raped...has the baby...loses him....but who still loves her son more than anything, in the world (and yes, her transmissions were sometimes tortuous upon that number - in relation to the love of jesus and the love of her son)....and wants to keep in touch...and also to 'keep it real' in terms of what her own life is all about....do you see how it goes?

i might add that 'eloise and abelard' met in the end - if i might call your father and mother, 'that', gill?....she didn't hate him at all, never did...she had 'understood' what it was all about...anyway, he was on his deathbed at the time - having been taken into her nunnery for medical treatment...and she forgave him everything....you see - they had had a son together...that they were both entirely proud of.....what more can one say? she saw him slip away with love in her eyes...and love for her son - who was still very much alive....

...and what is my point in recounting all of this?

the ROMANOV element is the cruellest of all, as far as i am concerned....put yourself into the shoes of 'any of those' above....and consider what it might have been like....to then be taunted by a couple of the 'monarchy mkultra elite'....and just how cruel they can be...'tainted love'....hardly that....do they even understand what love is? no they don't....and that is the point, isn't it?....and that is why they are satanists....they have no idea of the power of love...others can love them but they never love back....caroline hughes was to tell me 'that much'....that she had never ever felt that emotion....she looked 'vacant' at the time and 'at the very thought' of it....no, she had never felt that emotion...and she had no idea of how people felt, when they said that they were 'in love'....dartington circa 1988.

...she was lying of course....and lying to herself....she was to fall in love with a  new technician, at the art department in 1989....he left her...she crumbled...in a way that she had never done before...such is life, eh? maybe she learned a lesson there....about love? he was to say "she doesn't understand"....caroline, on the other hand -  was sure that it was all about his 'mother'....but then she always said that about men....maybe she was right...depends upon whether you spell mother with an 'M' or not, doesn't it? cruel tricks...broken hearts..

martin gill had something of 'real value' in terms of his parents.....one cannot say the same of caroline hughes or colin farrell....

"your parents have more of an influence on you than you might think" replies MI5 ONLINE.

.....so the obvious question has to be asked 'what were JOHN SCARLETT's parents like then?'

....because let's face it...they've got to have been worse....more abusive....than even CAROLINE STOKES' parents....see previous notes....VIZ and their pisstake of 'biffa and his parents'....

OTHER NOTES:

oh and another thing....CF was even to claim that he had originally written the song 'tainted love' about gill's mother.....and that is entirely possible.....see previous notes upon me writing 'you are my world' etc etc....for the 'heaven' community, let us say...a heterosexual love song...adopted by the gay crew as an 'anthem' of their own.....but that is often the case, with 'torch songs' isn't it?...."the difference being that they had not admitted it" replies MI5 ONLINE...."it had not been inspired by gay love".

I never minded being part of the ALLGAY/ALGAE team...but when it comes to lies about 'who you really wrote that song and tune for'.....it makes me angry....not as much as the 'harry potter money' being stolen from me....'in a different sense' let us say.....