Friday, 4 April 2025

 ....and what else, dazzlenation?...well, naturally the word 'transformational' was to catch my eye upon the BBC website.....a painting entitled 'iva'.....hmmm...'iva painting'...sounds like one of marr's childhood 'knock-knock' jokes....go figure:



hmmm....intuitively....rodway's version of mykonos?...lol...oh, i remember now, a 'captured image' that been 'flagged up' after rodway had realised etc etc...."a shot of her brain" replies BI online...upon realising that she had been 'done', as it were...see previous post:


hmmm...rodway had had an irregular heartbeat...iva german shepherd?


oh i 'get' it now...this is all about gill - isn't it?...CF's 'german shepherd':



and i was kind of wondering what else is up her sleeve, here?...lol:

 ......and what's new upon the BBC site, dazzlenation?....ah, i remember now....sev had rather given the game away as he sat down, exhausted next to nigel....see previous post..."beats shagging"...no wonder browne was looking a bit nervous etc etc......go figure:

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/cd6jqzjy53do

https://www.google.com/maps/place/MYKONOS+TAVERNA+SOLIHULL/@52.4422798,-1.8114614,3a,75y,90t/data=!3m8!1e2!3m6!1sAF1QipOiFPpfvYOIwwMgolwNC52xB1MM1cnLGRPNQPbk!2e10!3e12!6shttps:%2F%2Flh3.googleusercontent.com%2Fp%2FAF1QipOiFPpfvYOIwwMgolwNC52xB1MM1cnLGRPNQPbk%3Dw203-h152-k-no!7i1024!8i768!4m7!3m6!1s0x4870bb4498e4926f:0x210ee37ef796d7b6!8m2!3d52.4423408!4d-1.8113048!10e5!16s%2Fg%2F11l5qyywff?entry=ttu&g_ep=EgoyMDI1MDQwMi4xIKXMDSoJLDEwMjExNDU1SAFQAw%3D%3D


 ....and what's new this friday evening, dazzlenation?..."bad parenting" replies BI online....well, yes - something along those lines....digging up your parental influences upon your character....particularly if your parents have separated and....er.....how does one put this.....rather like nigel's mum and dad....whereupon, nigel was to develop his stage role 'lady mary pozah'....appeared to be a mishmash of his 'mommie dearest' alter...a screaming queen negative number....remember that shark attack off of a bali beach, regarding the canoe in which etc etc....and myself, as being a bit like his 'mom' i.e. peppering my speech with french phrases (to remind myself of who i really was - my first languages, i suppose - as a young teenager) whilst i also had my own version of 'mommie dearest' who hated me - as in 'sylvia'....and then there's losey, who had been told by the prague rothschild (nigel's dad) that they as in 'myself' - tended to die at the next stage of un-peeling the onion, let us say....in short, i managed to slur out a few heather kempson insults...ending up on ' what can i say to make you go away?...dago...wop....chink...slat...slit...slitty...no, that's not right....slope - that's it' - to then tell him about the nordic computer - whalley's birthday party at the west midlands tennis, squash and cricket club...losey then raced off to investigate etc etc......oh and beforehand - at portishead house...stenson had worked out why i had been so helpful in relation to his affair with whalley and from the beginning...she had been my one true friend - who had kept me alive....everybody has an oar to dip into the water, in a given situation - self-interest etc etc...and nigel had shown me, in that canoe....his 'affect'....nota bene - gill was then to tell me that all of nigel's girlfriends died off pretty quickly etc etc....and so despite having been a young man/boyfriend that was more than i could have hoped for......whilst on that bus-trip-to-greece number....i had come to the realisation that i had to rely upon those who were far more trustworthy, let us say....and stenson was to realise that his ex-wife had created a terrible situation - not unlike the prague rothschild and 'mommie dearest'.....nigel used to talk about 'mummy' as an absolute angel...upon a pedestal...whom he worshipped before...whilst his father was that absolute bastard etc etc...what he didn't say...was that his mother hated not only his father but also himself for looking, walking, talking just like her hated ex-husband....do you see how it goes?....anyway, i then decided to take a look at 'olton hollow' again....nigel used to live down the road, near in acocks green......to find a reminder of not only that bus-trip-to-greece...fried fish on the beach....ouzo....the good times...."colour and laughter"....yes, a bit like the tavernas etc etc....with a sidelong glance at rodway as 'pimp' of her gay prostitution gang....all of whom had conspired to trick her into parting with her ill-gotten gains...by convincing her that they could make more money upon mykonos....lol....didn't make a penny...just partied for two weeks etc etc...or as kate golby had put it..."communed with the fishes"....and what else?...well, i don't remember that simpsons episode - dazzlenation....but it looks like homer is filling in a 'universal credit' type of form....lol....'bad parenting', eh?...along with how the prague rothschild used to like to live...in working class areas (despite having a castle or two, one in the czech republic)...as the 'pen-man' intellectual of the street....which is pretty much what nigel then did...whilst taking a new set of A' levels at solihull 6th form dressed as an outrageous 'working class' punk....the hairstyles etc etc....oh and there's a little bit more to add....whalley could remember in detail the night that she had organised at mine....in order to meet ben..."tell helen to bring her friends"....browne had brought sev....who then did that 'saveloy sausage' masonic 'show but not tell', let us say....to then proceed to dance with nigel, in the centre of the circle in my bedroom to lynard skynard's 'freebird'....what they were to call 'lesbian dancing'....even browne was to look at bit worried, at that point...where had her boyfriend learned to do 'that' etc etc?...nigel and sev then sat down, exhausted...having reached their crescendo, together - with interlocking thighs, pogoing..in punk/biker gear...in front of 'polite society' i.e. whalley and trig, deb and mr sharp (great grandson of granville) etc etc...after laughing it off...they were then to question whalley 'n' deb...along the lines of you're so nice and protected (implying helplessness)....innocence itself...and then we big men come along with our big willies and we terrorise you etc etc...they were talking about a programming session that they had  been on....told to go undercover as women, in order to truly understand what it is to be a woman - in order to undermine them...nigel, however - had said to sev afterwards..."i rather liked it"....he didn't necessarily want to undermine...."just to be one" replies BI online...having previously been at a lesbian venue - dressed as women...."it all backfired".....anyway, the following is a reminder of nigel's olton hollow 'desk' and mod 'colour factors' etc etc.....go figure:

https://www.google.com/maps/place/MYKONOS+TAVERNA+SOLIHULL/@52.4422798,-1.8114614,3a,75y,90t/data=!3m8!1e2!3m6!1sAF1QipON-O7y38or6RRG4hBZ5uxsydl1Vujuuo-8xRlN!2e10!3e12!6shttps:%2F%2Flh3.googleusercontent.com%2Fp%2FAF1QipON-O7y38or6RRG4hBZ5uxsydl1Vujuuo-8xRlN%3Dw203-h270-k-no!7i3024!8i4032!4m7!3m6!1s0x4870bb4498e4926f:0x210ee37ef796d7b6!8m2!3d52.4423408!4d-1.8113048!10e5!16s%2Fg%2F11l5qyywff?entry=ttu&g_ep=EgoyMDI1MDQwMi4xIKXMDSoJLDEwMjExNDU1SAFQAw%3D%3D

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and there's a bit more to add, as there invariably is - dazzlenation...whilst the others were seated in a ring watching nigel 'n' sev do their fabulous but a bit too 'close-quarters' and rather violent lesbian-loving-making-dance in the centre....i was lying upon the wyss's old double bed - wedged into a corner of my bedroom....afterwards, they were to tell the others, that they were too exhausted to do much explaining....sev then told nigel "it hasn't worked"...whatever it was, they had figured would be the desired effect/response from that crowded bedroom.....i then said to nigel..."i'm not just a fish stranded on a beach, you know!" (shades of collapsing upon that bali beach) whilst still lying on the bed....and then pointed out that browne was in fact good at terrorising most of the young men at college....oh and they'd only just met sue 'n' deb....who were actually rather 'hard-knock' in their way, despite looking so 'perfect'....contrary to appearances etc etc....lol....they were to agree.....and then i 'got' it...."le petit mort!" (funny how i'd used the masculine rather than feminine - oh i remember...oscar had told me to remember it that way)...."what's that?" sue immediately rejoined...nigel immediately got up and fished his jacket off the floor and threw it over his shoulder..."right! I'm off" and walked out of the door - without another word....the party then quickly broke up....and so whatever they had done, had worked, in a way...it was simply that they weren't going to enter into a conversation about 'petit mort' under the circumstances in which etc etc...as it goes, eh?


an attack of the vapours - in relation to the prague rothschild etc etc?....and in retrospect, i can see that i had had the best of friends that i could have hoped for...all of them trying to get it out...talk about it...in their various ways....and so 'creative' within their thinking and expression of what oppressed/threatened them...sexuality was the tip of the iceberg.....the main threat appeared to be drugging, chipping and mind control...in order to create perfect mind control 'slaves' who couldn't remember a thing etc etc...."and we had to work together" replies BI online...yes because 'divided', we fell...go figure.

 ....incidentally, my new 'blogger' frontispage image is all about 'julie' - a bit cryptic, eh -dazzlenation?....lol...the no-necked-giraffe gawping.......in a gawk/gowk style - at what it can download....as it goes, eh?

Thursday, 3 April 2025

 ....anyway, time to have another look at tintoretto, dazzlenation.....'miracle of the slave'....saint mark saving a slave from torture....more of the same but this time - with an axe?...not 'castrati' - something different, let us say....is that a faint white 'cross'....ah, the croiss-ants...son of god programming....whereas you appear to be saying that 'death - master of the butterflies' is unable to etc etc....."an inversion" replies BI online....well, it's certainly an inversion....although if we're moving on....regarding the timeframe....remember tomlinson/mossad/beit din's pregnant-man-society number....then we can say that 'death' aka prince william - cannot save those who fall from a great height, whilst 'picking flowers' let us say...reaching for that red rose and oops!....lol....see previous post....go figure:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miracle_of_the_Slave_(Tintoretto)#/media/File:Tintoretto_-_Miracle_of_the_Slave.jpg

https://va.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_su38emZqXb1uluhv2_720.mp4

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miracle_of_the_Slave_(Tintoretto)#:~:text=The%20painting%20portrays%20Saint%20Mark,saving%20a%20slave%20from%20torture.






anyway, the italians had been interested in 'this one'...."pointing the finger"....well, yes - who is tintoretto's st mark indicating etc etc....apart from the obvious i.e. diving down to save etc etc.....let me see...turban-man.....who appears to be offering up his 'bit-of-wood' to a shady rat-like looking figure cloistered away in what appears to be a pagan temple and not just his master, to the far right of the painting....just thoughts off of the top of my head etc etc....go figure:



the whole painting appears to be fraught with innuendos:


oh and remember vizard 'n' fisher calling themselves "cone-heads" after enforced 'brain-surgery'/torture/chipping during their MI5 russian course...in relation to the fear of their brains 'coning' if they were to disobey orders etc etc.....anyway, this painting is more than a bit 'deja vu' let us say...so many had previously discussed it:



and at the pinnacle of the temple?





https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Detransition,_Baby


....reminds me of a poem.....about the perfect woman but not in a nice way....a sylvia plath - tortured 'n' twisted way...the hell that you have to put yourself through in order to look that 'perfect' etc etc.....anyway, i always laughed about the time when whalley - having got back from a rainy day, muddy walk across the moorland upon a certain scottish isle....after a meal, a shower and brushing her teeth, that is..."i feel human, again!"....not caring about your muddy, dirty, sweaty appearance is a bit animal...a bit primitive....ergo, the more 'care' and cleanliness, the more civilised...the more human?..."the more control" replies BI online..."the wealthier"....the extremely abused/poverty-stricken....tend to give up hope....give up caring about their appearance or the way that they live, for that matter....anyway, looks like i've dived into one helluva shitshow, here etc etc...regarding the whole lot...money, status...."reputation"....everything....before we even go near the psycho-sexual aspect of it all.....but i'm too tired, this evening - to think it all through etc etc....apart from to say....nowadays it appears to be more a case of to transition or detransition - that is the question etc etc...."to go the whole hog!"....and you would be referring to hogwarts, with that reference?..."why can't you just be?"....well, most people appear to think, deep down - that's the way it should be....although it's rarely that easy - is it?....go figure:




anyway, one last note - dazzlenation.....remember sarah holliday's colleague 'michael' at 'the priory', totnes....they had once picked up two animal skulls with horns - left in a deserted field by the moors....and gone to battle, with them - on their heads.....stag dance....ram dance....bull dance etc etc....run at each other, time and time again - head-to-head clashes....it was really very weird....as if they had planned it or been pre-programmed to do it.....anyway, there is a note upon the timer system - regarding 'michael' - sarah had once said that he had the voice of an angel.....a 'castrati' singing voice, no less....er.....the result of a childhood accident or something else?...additionally, the following was tagged with 'michael's nose'...and yes, he had looked a bit like that:



oh and let's have another look at tintoretto's take upon st george - dazzlenation....hmmm...the 'cracked egg'....do you see what i mean about the pierced pineal gland etc etc..."local lobotomy - the nutcracker suite"....you mean the two are conflated, here?....go figure:



oh no - d'you know who those two are dead ringers for?...rodway's max 'n' lewis....well, we've come full circle here and right back to maggy-u-don't-like etc etc....go figure:


and if we were to push the boat out further....that's max 'n' lewis taking slaves off to zion or in rodway's simplified world 'the land of makebelieve' - see previous notes upon that bucks fizz number:



oh and i might add that rodway used to program with the following...."we'll pull your innards out too"....psycho-maggy-u-don't-like....the pic is actually about the raising of lazarus but that didn't appear to bother her:



oh and there's also another poem attached...rodway at her worst...having gained 'inspiration' from what i'd been studying at dartington...."in one of her jealous rages"....exactly that....anyway, all a bit ironic as pentagon brenda had once laughed, briefly....having found out that rodway used to meet her israeli army contact at the following address....seeing as rodway was....more than a bit of a walking 'zombie' herself and not just whom she was going to meet etc etc...lol....lady lazarus, eh?...."lady lizard-brain" brenda had replied...the lizard queen etc etc....hmmm....little did rodway know - that the golby family et al - would turn against her...in accordance with potsy's jooish/nazi-nazi/joo sky program running etc etc......"to end up an alma doll" replies BI online.....netanyahu's alma doll, no less...I know - it's all too gruesome for words....go figure:









 .....and what's new this thursday evening, dazzlenation?...well, 'the shock of the new' at clacton library - regarding their 'new acquisitions' book stand near to the door....hmmm....how do i explain this?...the other day, i borrowed the following - two items...firstly, 'stag dance' by torrey peters ('trans' short stories) certainly fitted the bill!....quite shocking and revelatory, let us say....and yes, i'd picked 'that one' up because of tomlinson-dressed-as-stag-dearlove-slave etc etc....and secondly, the other book?...well, more 'old hat', you might say...although 'revolutionary' in relation to context etc etc.....'between existentialism and marxism' by jean-paul sartre.....a series of essays....one of which is entitled 'tintoretto: st george and the dragon'....and having read it - all about sartre's obsession with the painting...so much so that when in london, he used to force his friends to go and view it with him - at the national gallery....well, you know something is 'up' or not as the case may be...."coded" replies BI online....exactly that....hmmm...i wonder if marr might be interested in the following regarding his 'bits'....trans and the op, anybody?....sartre goes on about how the actual subject...the 'act' is almost hidden....you can hardly see the lance piercing etc etc...the focus appears to be on....er....well, after your eye has taken in the monster and the dead body........a tree stump....and then a fleeing maiden?...a drama in three acts....he also goes into minute detail - regarding venice/lagoon/skies/light...."pointing out there were ladyboys in venice" replies BI online....i don't know - i'm not conjecturing here - knowing next to nothing about the subject etc etc.....do you know the phrase in italian - circa 1550s?...the 'castrati' - for example?...before puberty rather than after and so 'not applicable' here, necessarily....nota bene the fleeing maiden appears to be more interested in an erect tree - as yet 'unchopped' than the monster behind...."circumcision"....well, there are quite a few potential allegories at play, here - aren't there?....what was the real story etc etc....may i remind you that certain compositions of st george and the dragon, used to be used...notably upon the MI5 russian course 1980...to denote the lance-puncturing-the-pineal-gland regarding memory dump....brutal local lobotomies etc etc....oh and take a look at that whorl/eye upon the tree....compare and contrast to the maiden's eye along with the monster's etc etc..."the whites of their eyes"....hmmm....reminds me of a certain man outside of 'brooks' upon the station road, the other day - regarding you-know-what etc etc....see previous posts....anyway, i think that we can safely say that the painting and subject matter is a 'site of trauma' - both psychological and physical....and that sartre had treated it accordingly - giving it the attention, it deserved...i might also add that in alchemical illustrations - a certain motif is etc etc....go figure:

https://artsandculture.google.com/asset/saint-george-and-the-dragon-jacopo-tintoretto/IQHhTg2D2S9stw?hl=en-GB&ms=%7B%22x%22%3A0.5%2C%22y%22%3A0.5%2C%22z%22%3A10%2C%22size%22%3A%7B%22width%22%3A1.488962472406181%2C%22height%22%3A0.4166666666666667%7D%7D






from the medici library....'petit mort' eh?...british military intelligence 1980 - aka scarlett and rimington were to tell me that it was common for men to get an erection whilst being hung by the neck etc etc....similar perhaps to how a dying tree gives off etc etc:



wait a minute.....toby macklin as 'orchid'....along with mark r as 'beaver' etc etc?


Wednesday, 2 April 2025

 ......anyway, dazzlenation - if we're looking at 'the sands of time', according to BI online....then we might as well look at the cosmic counterpart....see previous post....go figure:

https://www.bbc.co.uk/newsround/articles/cdel19z30x0o


along with something that turns out not to have been an 'april fool'....hmmm...are we still on marr and 'appendages' here etc etc:


 ....and what's new this wednesday evening, dazzlenation?...well, it's all about rodway, again....in NY as it turns out...desperate to visit 'cafe perk' for the jooish experience, according to her....oh and then the FBI picked her up at some expensive hotel....apparently she'd  been using what gill used to call the-5-finger-discount i.e. shop-lifting around town...."in some of the classiest shops" replies BI online....lol...how many items were there, again....and just how stupid can you get?....anyway, my source tells me that they are unsure as to whether it was 2 or 3 weeks in custody....official record states about 48 hours....until putin got in touch....a certain transmission along the lines of....and this is a translation...."she's bibby's...disgusting, isn't she?...but he's fond of her"....and let's update the whole caboodle now...remember how jenny harris and her brother had joined rodway's mob....well, the golby family were to come out as more nazi than joo....hmmm....shades of potsy's mad sky program-at-work?...at any rate, they went to work - one mob against the other, upon prince phillip's mafia system....within this pyramid game of winner-takes-all etc etc....oh and today had  been an exceptionally 'ghastly' day, on the ground - in clacton.....a jooish 'flesh' market day....with an accent upon 'brooks' upon station road, for some reason....go figure:

https://mary2point5.tumblr.com/

https://va.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_su38emZqXb1uluhv2_720.mp4

https://s7d2.scene7.com/is/image/TWCNews/Central%20Perk%20at%20The%20FRIENDS%20Experience%204


additionally, remember younger 'n' moore with that sofa-shaped tomb outside of st james church, wash lane...."we're all friends here" etc etc:


anyway, the operative command had been 'ladybird, ladybird fly away home'....regarding radio files - marines...file 49 is brooks.....then 'two-ball' at a6 nextdoor....and file bee93 is to satellite:


oh and BI online had wanted the miliband's desk at clacton council hall...radio file number 10....they used to call it 'abby' as in 'abbyssinia'....go figure:


i could go for a few more - if you'd like....normally the FBI wants etc etc...."the sands of time" replies BI online...including trump file 244....and a miliband speciality...furby-time...lol....f66f and bfb.....go figure:

Tuesday, 1 April 2025

 .....and what's new this tuesday evening, dazzlenation?...well, i'm still on april fool's day....remember monty's prank - regarding 4U prefects....asked to wait outside of his office for a 'stand'...they all assumed that it would be a musical 'stand' i.e. what they used for recorder playing in assembly....although why it would take all of them to carry it back - seems to have eluded them...."so you've had a stand - now clear off!" etc etc.....anyway, the entry for ireland upon wiki - made me laugh....so many possible ways it could go....if the recipient were feeling kind, they would immediately etc etc however, if they were not?...go figure:


In Ireland, it was traditional to entrust the victim with an "important letter" to be given to a named person. That person would read the letter, then ask the victim to take it to someone else, and so on. The letter when opened contained the words "send the fool further.

oh and there's the scottish, too....hmmm....remember MI6 'cuckoo clocks' conflated with maths programs?....more laughter...i can remember james forrest trying 'that one' on me - asked me to take a letter to vizard...i opened it on the way - then decided to try the prank upon evans....who decided to take his revenge upon forrest....backfired a bit, let us say:

In Scotland, April Fools' Day was originally called "Huntigowk Day".[32] The name is a corruption of "hunt the gowk", gowk being Scots for a cuckoo or a foolish person; alternative terms in Gaelic would be Là na Gocaireachd, "gowking day", or Là Ruith na Cuthaige, "the day of running the cuckoo". The traditional prank is to ask someone to deliver a sealed message that supposedly requests help of some sort. In fact, the message reads "Dinna laugh, dinna smile. Hunt the gowk another mile." The recipient, upon reading it, will explain they can only help if they first contact another person, and they send the victim to this next person with an identical message, with the same result.



 .....and what's new this april the 1st, dazzlenation?....tuesday morning - although i have to say that this is no 'joke'....lol....remember the manningtree 'ox' sculpture?




additionally - remember grandmother clayton's gallstones etc etc....but i'm not going to go into 'that one', here....because having watched certain episodes of a japanese series upon chinese civilisation/monarchy system entitled 'the apothecary diaries' - i was hit by a 'eureka' moment....having figured that western society had previously been indoctrinating most of their young via the media - to view being a prostitute, drug addict, pimp and gangster as a 'positive thing'....and i was to wonder 'why'....well, that series spells it out....hmmm....how do i explain this?....in one episode a paper manufacturing family is put out of business because of a chinese royal decree to stop cutting down trees....the entire family is poverty-stricken as a result....and so what do they do?...most of them become chinese monarchy slaves....faced with 'death' upon the outside - they apply to join the 'royal palace' in order to be 'on the inside' and protected...apparently the only thing that you could do, in those days - when your business failed - sell your children and yourself to the royals - to the palace etc etc....in short, the whole family then became 'queer-trans'/prostitutes/drug-manufacturers/drug-dealers/drug-addicts/gangsters...or one could say eunuchs, courtesans, military, apothecary employees.....lol...the dark side of every profession, eh?....and so, to conclude - the whole mukulta/monarch slave horrorshow didn't just begin with elizabeth I and the 'blackfriars boys'....it had begun with one of the most ancient monarchies to date....the chinese monarchy....hmmm...one wonders why the japanese are fingering the chinese, here - more than their own monarchy? perhaps because chinese civilisation is reputedly older etc etc....anyway, to put it more simply....the pendulum has swung to almost every child/teenager wanting to be a monarchy slave, in western society, nowadays - there is a media 'glut' of gangsta/pimp/whore/drug-dealer role models out there....as if no other job was 'glamorous'.....lol....and why does it continue?..."this media hoax" replies BI online.....and yet, so many children are affected by it...this horrorshow of a culture....oh and you've got 'porcelain brain' in charge as PM - with jooish 'furbies' in tow 'on the inside'...."protected monarchy slaves"....lol...and what else?....well, dona has long called the local job centre - the 'joke centre'....hmmm....when you're on the outside - though, life is better...despite so many attacks from 'tardville'...when you're on the inside, it is pure hell....lol...so lucky, i'm here in clacton, shooting the breeze about it all - whilst watching with increasing horror, what is currently going on in 'tardville' etc etc........go figure.