....and what else, dazzlenation?...well, naturally the word 'transformational' was to catch my eye upon the BBC website.....a painting entitled 'iva'.....hmmm...'iva painting'...sounds like one of marr's childhood 'knock-knock' jokes....go figure:
Friday, 4 April 2025
......and what's new upon the BBC site, dazzlenation?....ah, i remember now....sev had rather given the game away as he sat down, exhausted next to nigel....see previous post..."beats shagging"...no wonder browne was looking a bit nervous etc etc......go figure:
https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/cd6jqzjy53do
....and what's new this friday evening, dazzlenation?..."bad parenting" replies BI online....well, yes - something along those lines....digging up your parental influences upon your character....particularly if your parents have separated and....er.....how does one put this.....rather like nigel's mum and dad....whereupon, nigel was to develop his stage role 'lady mary pozah'....appeared to be a mishmash of his 'mommie dearest' alter...a screaming queen negative number....remember that shark attack off of a bali beach, regarding the canoe in which etc etc....and myself, as being a bit like his 'mom' i.e. peppering my speech with french phrases (to remind myself of who i really was - my first languages, i suppose - as a young teenager) whilst i also had my own version of 'mommie dearest' who hated me - as in 'sylvia'....and then there's losey, who had been told by the prague rothschild (nigel's dad) that they as in 'myself' - tended to die at the next stage of un-peeling the onion, let us say....in short, i managed to slur out a few heather kempson insults...ending up on ' what can i say to make you go away?...dago...wop....chink...slat...slit...slitty...no, that's not right....slope - that's it' - to then tell him about the nordic computer - whalley's birthday party at the west midlands tennis, squash and cricket club...losey then raced off to investigate etc etc......oh and beforehand - at portishead house...stenson had worked out why i had been so helpful in relation to his affair with whalley and from the beginning...she had been my one true friend - who had kept me alive....everybody has an oar to dip into the water, in a given situation - self-interest etc etc...and nigel had shown me, in that canoe....his 'affect'....nota bene - gill was then to tell me that all of nigel's girlfriends died off pretty quickly etc etc....and so despite having been a young man/boyfriend that was more than i could have hoped for......whilst on that bus-trip-to-greece number....i had come to the realisation that i had to rely upon those who were far more trustworthy, let us say....and stenson was to realise that his ex-wife had created a terrible situation - not unlike the prague rothschild and 'mommie dearest'.....nigel used to talk about 'mummy' as an absolute angel...upon a pedestal...whom he worshipped before...whilst his father was that absolute bastard etc etc...what he didn't say...was that his mother hated not only his father but also himself for looking, walking, talking just like her hated ex-husband....do you see how it goes?....anyway, i then decided to take a look at 'olton hollow' again....nigel used to live down the road, near in acocks green......to find a reminder of not only that bus-trip-to-greece...fried fish on the beach....ouzo....the good times...."colour and laughter"....yes, a bit like the tavernas etc etc....with a sidelong glance at rodway as 'pimp' of her gay prostitution gang....all of whom had conspired to trick her into parting with her ill-gotten gains...by convincing her that they could make more money upon mykonos....lol....didn't make a penny...just partied for two weeks etc etc...or as kate golby had put it..."communed with the fishes"....and what else?...well, i don't remember that simpsons episode - dazzlenation....but it looks like homer is filling in a 'universal credit' type of form....lol....'bad parenting', eh?...along with how the prague rothschild used to like to live...in working class areas (despite having a castle or two, one in the czech republic)...as the 'pen-man' intellectual of the street....which is pretty much what nigel then did...whilst taking a new set of A' levels at solihull 6th form dressed as an outrageous 'working class' punk....the hairstyles etc etc....oh and there's a little bit more to add....whalley could remember in detail the night that she had organised at mine....in order to meet ben..."tell helen to bring her friends"....browne had brought sev....who then did that 'saveloy sausage' masonic 'show but not tell', let us say....to then proceed to dance with nigel, in the centre of the circle in my bedroom to lynard skynard's 'freebird'....what they were to call 'lesbian dancing'....even browne was to look at bit worried, at that point...where had her boyfriend learned to do 'that' etc etc?...nigel and sev then sat down, exhausted...having reached their crescendo, together - with interlocking thighs, pogoing..in punk/biker gear...in front of 'polite society' i.e. whalley and trig, deb and mr sharp (great grandson of granville) etc etc...after laughing it off...they were then to question whalley 'n' deb...along the lines of you're so nice and protected (implying helplessness)....innocence itself...and then we big men come along with our big willies and we terrorise you etc etc...they were talking about a programming session that they had been on....told to go undercover as women, in order to truly understand what it is to be a woman - in order to undermine them...nigel, however - had said to sev afterwards..."i rather liked it"....he didn't necessarily want to undermine...."just to be one" replies BI online...having previously been at a lesbian venue - dressed as women...."it all backfired".....anyway, the following is a reminder of nigel's olton hollow 'desk' and mod 'colour factors' etc etc.....go figure:
https://mary2point5.tumblr.com/
Thursday, 3 April 2025
....anyway, time to have another look at tintoretto, dazzlenation.....'miracle of the slave'....saint mark saving a slave from torture....more of the same but this time - with an axe?...not 'castrati' - something different, let us say....is that a faint white 'cross'....ah, the croiss-ants...son of god programming....whereas you appear to be saying that 'death - master of the butterflies' is unable to etc etc....."an inversion" replies BI online....well, it's certainly an inversion....although if we're moving on....regarding the timeframe....remember tomlinson/mossad/beit din's pregnant-man-society number....then we can say that 'death' aka prince william - cannot save those who fall from a great height, whilst 'picking flowers' let us say...reaching for that red rose and oops!....lol....see previous post....go figure:
https://va.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_su38emZqXb1uluhv2_720.mp4
https://mary2point5.tumblr.com/
.....and what's new this thursday evening, dazzlenation?...well, 'the shock of the new' at clacton library - regarding their 'new acquisitions' book stand near to the door....hmmm....how do i explain this?...the other day, i borrowed the following - two items...firstly, 'stag dance' by torrey peters ('trans' short stories) certainly fitted the bill!....quite shocking and revelatory, let us say....and yes, i'd picked 'that one' up because of tomlinson-dressed-as-stag-dearlove-slave etc etc....and secondly, the other book?...well, more 'old hat', you might say...although 'revolutionary' in relation to context etc etc.....'between existentialism and marxism' by jean-paul sartre.....a series of essays....one of which is entitled 'tintoretto: st george and the dragon'....and having read it - all about sartre's obsession with the painting...so much so that when in london, he used to force his friends to go and view it with him - at the national gallery....well, you know something is 'up' or not as the case may be...."coded" replies BI online....exactly that....hmmm...i wonder if marr might be interested in the following regarding his 'bits'....trans and the op, anybody?....sartre goes on about how the actual subject...the 'act' is almost hidden....you can hardly see the lance piercing etc etc...the focus appears to be on....er....well, after your eye has taken in the monster and the dead body........a tree stump....and then a fleeing maiden?...a drama in three acts....he also goes into minute detail - regarding venice/lagoon/skies/light...."pointing out there were ladyboys in venice" replies BI online....i don't know - i'm not conjecturing here - knowing next to nothing about the subject etc etc.....do you know the phrase in italian - circa 1550s?...the 'castrati' - for example?...before puberty rather than after and so 'not applicable' here, necessarily....nota bene the fleeing maiden appears to be more interested in an erect tree - as yet 'unchopped' than the monster behind...."circumcision"....well, there are quite a few potential allegories at play, here - aren't there?....what was the real story etc etc....may i remind you that certain compositions of st george and the dragon, used to be used...notably upon the MI5 russian course 1980...to denote the lance-puncturing-the-pineal-gland regarding memory dump....brutal local lobotomies etc etc....oh and take a look at that whorl/eye upon the tree....compare and contrast to the maiden's eye along with the monster's etc etc..."the whites of their eyes"....hmmm....reminds me of a certain man outside of 'brooks' upon the station road, the other day - regarding you-know-what etc etc....see previous posts....anyway, i think that we can safely say that the painting and subject matter is a 'site of trauma' - both psychological and physical....and that sartre had treated it accordingly - giving it the attention, it deserved...i might also add that in alchemical illustrations - a certain motif is etc etc....go figure:
Wednesday, 2 April 2025
......anyway, dazzlenation - if we're looking at 'the sands of time', according to BI online....then we might as well look at the cosmic counterpart....see previous post....go figure:
https://www.bbc.co.uk/newsround/articles/cdel19z30x0o
....and what's new this wednesday evening, dazzlenation?...well, it's all about rodway, again....in NY as it turns out...desperate to visit 'cafe perk' for the jooish experience, according to her....oh and then the FBI picked her up at some expensive hotel....apparently she'd been using what gill used to call the-5-finger-discount i.e. shop-lifting around town...."in some of the classiest shops" replies BI online....lol...how many items were there, again....and just how stupid can you get?....anyway, my source tells me that they are unsure as to whether it was 2 or 3 weeks in custody....official record states about 48 hours....until putin got in touch....a certain transmission along the lines of....and this is a translation...."she's bibby's...disgusting, isn't she?...but he's fond of her"....and let's update the whole caboodle now...remember how jenny harris and her brother had joined rodway's mob....well, the golby family were to come out as more nazi than joo....hmmm....shades of potsy's mad sky program-at-work?...at any rate, they went to work - one mob against the other, upon prince phillip's mafia system....within this pyramid game of winner-takes-all etc etc....oh and today had been an exceptionally 'ghastly' day, on the ground - in clacton.....a jooish 'flesh' market day....with an accent upon 'brooks' upon station road, for some reason....go figure:
https://mary2point5.tumblr.com/
https://va.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_su38emZqXb1uluhv2_720.mp4
https://s7d2.scene7.com/is/image/TWCNews/Central%20Perk%20at%20The%20FRIENDS%20Experience%204
Tuesday, 1 April 2025
.....and what's new this tuesday evening, dazzlenation?...well, i'm still on april fool's day....remember monty's prank - regarding 4U prefects....asked to wait outside of his office for a 'stand'...they all assumed that it would be a musical 'stand' i.e. what they used for recorder playing in assembly....although why it would take all of them to carry it back - seems to have eluded them...."so you've had a stand - now clear off!" etc etc.....anyway, the entry for ireland upon wiki - made me laugh....so many possible ways it could go....if the recipient were feeling kind, they would immediately etc etc however, if they were not?...go figure:
.....and what's new this april the 1st, dazzlenation?....tuesday morning - although i have to say that this is no 'joke'....lol....remember the manningtree 'ox' sculpture?