.....and what's new this wednesday morning, dazzlenation?...well, 'this one' is for Peter Marshall who had told me that he used to walk into town, until 2019 via the kooloonbung creek nature reserve.....who was kind enough to send me those two books that had summoned up the most terrible memories of gill et al and what they had been taught to believe by the sephardim etc etc....did my head in, to put it mildly but 'needs must'....i had to remember it etc etc....however, he has recently emailed me back to tell me that a few more books are on their way....about the real 'mary' etc etc.....hmmm.....and so i've emailed him back with a polite 'no'....i would love to hear what he has to say on the books - I have no desire whatsoever to read them myself.....an awkward situation but there you go....anyway, with all of that in the front of my mind - I then googled kooloonbung creek nature reserve to find out that 'fruit bats' or whatever species of bat, they are - hang out there.....and i was immediately reminded of the gallows humour 'joke' played out - regarding what had been on the market by the jakarta waterfront - regarding lisa et al....the prague rothschild team etc etc....'fried bats' anybody?....i was also reminded of that extremely sinister ritual, that CIA 'old school' toddy had taken me to as a young child....a man 'n' boys event only.....in the blackheath area, as far as i know or else not that far from it - obviously not a public place or i would have been able to find it again on google maps......lol.....anyway, it had been a smallish stone amphitheatre....either a relatively modern one and built for the purpose...or else it had been retouched to serve as it had once done?.....anyway, i was to dub the event 'eat-the-heart-of--rabbi' time....i was under 8 years old at the time, pretending to be a boy...dressed in a grey cowl and cloak, as every male around had also been, at the time....hair cut short....toddy was to reassure me that the man-in-question at the centre....the sacrificial victim...."they see it as a great honour, honey" etc etc...a willing victim....i was quietly horrified but kept quiet...as fascinated by the whole thing, as toddy had been, i suppose....who had wanted to find out more about it which is why he had brought me along as his 'young apprentice' etc etc....we were to meet the MOD bloke who had issued the invitation....also in a 'grey cowl and cloak' etc etc....toddy and him had a chat and then we left....anyway, cut back to koolongbung creek and the following....go figure:

https://www.google.com/maps/place/Kooloonbung+Creek+Nature+Reserve/@-31.4411718,152.9041426,5a,37.7y/data=!3m8!1e2!3m6!1sCIHM0ogKEICAgIDuzKTVlAE!2e10!3e12!6shttps:%2F%2Flh3.googleusercontent.com%2Fgps-cs-s%2FAPNQkAG7JG2_afY7BFFU8SnsRyRuKEZJ-v4DZaeb9H3fejOAgJR64MtQVMxnxpJs90SMSdiceeaRWeHuFLwSUfBgS91EfAll8iRVa26bktuGf7XYqusJV9fCbNLVMhEovWdiTmiQeO-30A%3Dw203-h270-k-no!7i3024!8i4032!4m11!1m2!2m1!1skooloonbung+creek+reserve!3m7!1s0x6b9dff40b1160ef3:0xbdfb99cd79b4e7cb!8m2!3d-31.4411718!4d152.9041837!10e5!15sChlrb29sb29uYnVuZyBjcmVlayByZXNlcnZlWhsiGWtvb2xvb25idW5nIGNyZWVrIHJlc2VydmWSAQ9uYXR1cmVfcHJlc2VydmWaASRDaGREU1VoTk1HOW5TMFZKUTBGblNVTndPRXhVYlRGblJSQULgAQD6AQQIABAo!16s%2Fg%2F11f5_73x3g?entry=ttu&g_ep=EgoyMDI2MDUyNS4wIKXMDSoASAFQAw%3D%3D

additionally, dazzlenation....i've found your 'mostly' reference:

https://mary2point5.tumblr.com/

....in a book found in what mr marshall calls an 'op shop' i.e. charity shop, in the UK....served to me by a 'holliday' slave....appears to have been sarah holliday's day - yesterday, in clacton...the 'holliday' zoo etc etc.....anyway, the book looks extremely nasty but there again, from what i can remember of kate chedgzoy's lesbian 'n' gay literature class at warwick....a top-rated author....will self describes the book as 'a fiendishly taut little psycho-shocker' upon the frontcover....will self had been in M1 (as i had also been, as a mathematician - until rimington decided to put me upon another list, in 1980 to hide the fact that i had done most of potsy's work etc etc)....'neil bartlett 'skin lane' and in relation to p40...."mr F took this use of his nickname as a mark of respect which it probably was - mostly was"...a name given to him by the joos at his 'furrier' workplace...and the nickname given?...."and she would....insist on calling Mr F by his full surname. mrs kesselman had been with the firm longer than even he had, and her Mr Freeman was the only person in the firm she considered - and treated as - her equal"....hmmmm.....remember MI6 richard moore used to go by the surname 'freeman' at langley seniors?....go figure:

oh and there's a note upon the timer system from lisa's brother i.e. submarine-commander 'peter' who had headed up a rival MOD team to hers, when young.....he had figured that by the time i read 'caesar's messiah', that he would be dead....hmmm....let me guess...worst case scenario - he had gone on to train as a rabbi at 40+?....additionally, remember sonia fisher's gallows humour joke regarding tomlinson as the 'fur-king twat'...much loved by prince philip, apparently...the furriers and the fur-king etc etc...."venus in furs" replies BI online and er...that would be a rather sado-masochistic reference would it not i.e. that old 'yellow banana' album etc etc and you wonder why i don't want any more books dealing with 'that sort of thing'...i had to live through it all, in NY....remember mcdonald and the CIA lab's tentative conclusion that the satanic cult had most probably been born of a roman-governor cult, in the provinces etc etc.....and so being reminded of it nowadays - is not 'pleasant' to put it mildly....see previous notes upon 'all of that'....go figure:

oh and i've just thought...sonia fisher would be the person to ask about all of this....if only because she had been the creator of the whole 'fur-king-twat' clue trail....additionally, she and mark vizard had toured australia (his preferred 'nationality') in a camper van.....before joining a version of the MI5 russian course to then end up teaching english in the same university of silesia studium for the british council - 1992-4....additionally, if there is a wordplay involved in your 'mostly' job - dazzlenation?....well, remember the czech word for bridge....karluv most, prague...charles bridge etc etc and so perhaps not really anything to do with kooloonbung etc etc unless of course the pair of them had visited there, which is quite possible....i can remember an old tale - told to MI5 evans et al about how their camper van had failed and not just the brakes...and so they had just sat there as their van rolled back...inch by inch....down the hill to the swamp below etc etc....hmmmm.....meaning?...whilst working for putin - they might have put together quite a bit more than just the fur-king....the 'fried bats' of the prague rothschild team etc etc....as it goes, eh?