.....and what's new this wednesday evening, dazzlenation?...well, this is something around a candyhouse/moonbase up a treacherously steep hill - somewhere in the himalayas?....at any rate - a post-op regarding epstein/jerusalem etc etc....along with a cryptic note around the fruit 'n' salad offered, afterwards....hmmm....pasta or rice, preferable....or pastry?....lol....oh and i also had to make mention of the munsters....along with 'lurch' the butler - "you rang?", who had actually belonged to the addams family....anyway, it had been primarily a navy seals op, as far as i can remember.....go figure:
and what else, dazzlenation?...well, something around toddy and playing 'rollerball', let us say...along with yet another 'senior moment'...as in, it is getting more and more difficult to remember stuff - in relation to the stress that i am under....regarding in particular - a bit of a nightmare - where daldry had tried to make me do the maths, for him - in relation to 3D modelling in a sculpture class.....and so all i can say to 'that one' is that if these 'senior moments' continue because of the stress that i am currently under and that continuous tinnitus is exhausting...then it means that my brain is shutting down....and that even if i wanted to do the maths, i am most probably incapable of doing anything like that, nowadays - it is been so long since i last etc etc and if you don't use it you lose it....hmmm....'senior moments'......perhaps the early onset of dementia or something worse....huntington's?....who knows.....anyway, remember dr ramsey stating that she had to retire so many teachers with chronic stress because they had developed terminal disorders?....hmmm...i'm simply surprised that i've managed to reach 62 years old without my body and brain packing in - regarding what i have been put through....anyway, one thing that i've learned about dementia is that...well, remember that korean series - regarding the husband's words to his best friend....along the lines of 'i won't care - it'll be everybody else who' etc etc....what me, worry?...i've done everything that i've wanted to do, in life and then some.....go figure.
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