....and what's new this wednesday morning, dazzlenation?....more radio files - marines....go figure:

additionally, to love and to care about 'something'....see previous notes upon the sickness and stupidity of mark r etc etc....who had hated men as much as he had hated women, according to toddy and i can now see that he was quite right - see previous notes/posts.....and so what have 'FBI' behavioural sciences' made of 'that one', then?....perhaps they have allowed him, to be his own 'doctor'....in order to rout out his deeply disturbing 'complexes'...physician heal thyself and all that.....aka 'lisa-when-young-with-a-standard-chip-that-didn't-work-properly' (the whole 'sephardic' destructive force - programmed in as torturers/tempters).....anyway, i have a certain 'overview' upon the whole thing - dazzlenation...for example - take the cosmic view....the ocean as a dumping ground for sewage/plastic etc etc....the ocean is a metaphor, for the subconscious, according to jung.....who was to talk about the 'shadow'....the shadow is simply what we do not want to look at - what terrifies us - what is 'in the deep'......and so to cut a long story short....telling LGBT to just paint a 'rainbow' over it....isn't going to solve many problems, is it?....when they have been treated as a 'dumping ground' and for so many centuries....like the planet, human sexuality - which is now being exposed as the 'shadow'....along with the joos - programmed as satanists, by the christian church and from the 1770s.....painting a 'happy face' upon it all - isn't going to solve anything....is it?....a more 'aware' approach, is necessary....go figure.

and what else?...well, mark r's satanic/torturer approach to dealing with slaves, who had been disobedient to him - involved the 'softly softly' approach....in short, he used to lecture them - after they had managed to get out of 'intelligence' (as i had done) etc etc...to then accuse them of being unable to sustain a relationship (with one of their abusive cult)...and then - can you look after a pet?...."no, you can't" (was his pathetic response)....."that is why we have stolen all of your money and your entire life, for that matter"....whilst ensuring that you live upon the 'breadline' as it were....remember how petrol nell had been moved into flat 1 - eagle house, in order to steal - by the templars/milibands?....oh and i can remember, a time - in harwich, when i didn't have enough money for another meal - never mind feeding 'mr tom' and yet i gave half of my last can of tuna - to my loving cat....who had moved from CID mcgowan's because etc etc....mark rockfeller was 'excited' online...."she actually did that?!!" etc etc....how pathetic is that rockefeller family....of evil and stupid idiots....watching their private psychological 'torture' soap operas online (got bored of 'snuff' movies?)....in charge of the NWO..."a pack of retards" replies BI online....go figure. 

and so, having been denied 'children' by that pack of retards....i looked after a rather lovely cat, in harwich...to then find him, snatched from me....to end up in clacton....'no pets allowed'....not in my flat, at any rate....according to CHP.....and so what can i do but look after 'orchids?...nota bene - the ill cult see 'orchids' as a metaphor for  gold-children'....and the templars had put all of their programmed children from that 'south of france 'templar castle' debacle' into belle court....so the sick 'n' the stupid, at work - again...not my choice, not my design....and yes, i have made it my business, NOT to get involved in etc etc.....and yes, the ill...the sick 'n' the stupid....will all pay for it - my God, they will pay for it...lol....watch this space....what can i do but laugh at them all....because in a funny way - 'less is more'....as a rather wealthy person had once told me....you get caught up in the one-up-man-ship game...'keeping up with the joneses'....he had found that poorer people were so much happier, than his class of people..."trying to impress" replies BI online....to impress?...that is another big issue, here - isn't it?....nowadays, i often wonder who i respect...who is 'respectable'....because offhand, i cannot think of a single person that 'impresses' me, nowadays....regarding that sick 'n' stupid cult....just thinking about how many of those that have surrounded me, have been in it...'earning it by being evil'....is a  bit depressing, isn't it?.....go figure.