.....and what's new this bank holiday monday, dazzlenation?...well, another frequency program was to crop up...and this time it had been all about eliza manningham-buller....in julie's flat (see previous notes upon that shared house in exeter - circa 1989/90 - julie's flat was a self-contained one, at the top of the house)....in short, buller had got a member of the CIA under her control...to deal her 'boxes-of-drugs'...a fracas, was to ensue after etc etc....buller was then to admit that her real surname was 'swann' and that she was 'jooish'....and that her family owned lloyds bank, of all things...oh and i might add...that was where 'julie' had worked - in exeter....a very important role, according to buller or should i say 'ms swann'?...anyway, 'julie' was a dead-ringer for buller-when-young....could have been her daughter, i suppose....she used to call her 'auntie'....oh and she was also to giggle that she was doing 'whatever' she been told by buller to do, at lloyds because...."i don't want to go back to that psychiatric hospital"....go figure.

...and what else, dazzlenation?...have i touched upon the 'WHE society', yet?....'WHE' pronounced 'wheeeee!" as if taking off and flying, in a plane or jet...as started up by susan mcmanus in 4U...the 'We Hate Emily' society....and when CIA 'murray' was to ask the class to put up their hands as to whether they were in it or not...most condemned it...sue mcmanus was to yell at me "put up your hand, STUPID!" and seeing as her chair was back-to-back with mine - she then tried to pull my arm up...i pulled away and shouted back at her...."NO ! i have no idea what it is about!"....and i hadn't done, dear reader - no idea, at all....'murray' then asked susan to come out to the front...took a short cane - out of his briefcase....warned her not to cry, afterwards - or else....and caned her...she then went back to her seat....stifling the sobs......additionally, katie tovey, caroline stokes 'n' kathryn stocks could remember the following....firstly that oscar had been behind katie tovey's mother storming into that classroom and telling all of the children that she didn't want her daughter to end up like myself....i.e. 'fat'....lol....see previous notes upon 'murray' telling me to "get fat" in order to put off the paedophiles....nota bene that i wasn't that 'fat', by that point in time...not at all...and i certainly hadn't been the fattest girl in that class...although, i had put on a certain 'layer' let us say......which had certainly put off 'oscar' and that is probably why he had entered that classroom behind katie tovey's mother.....who had been almost starving her daughter to death....katie's father then got custody and her mother was put into 'psychiatric care'....and when katie had to visit her, she was always accompanied by her father, as the years went by...i say 'had to' because she didn't seem to be at all 'enthusiastic', let us say and she was to tell me, at langley seniors that she never played the violin, nowadays (after what her mother had done to her) - what a trauma, then - to have been put into 'e' class - as a tutorial base, in the music room - see previous notes upon 'all of that' etc etc....oh and as a consequence - oscar was then to begin to turn his attentions to 'ingabot', in the family home...what a relief - that is all i can say because later on, at langley seniors, katie tovey was to tell me "you were so brave - saying that" and i had to ask her, at the time "what do you mean - i can't remember" because it had all  been too traumatic...in short, sue mcmanus had dared me to tell our form teacher 'mrs elliott' what i had formerly told mcmanus...."i dare you!" mcmanus shouted, in glee....and of course, i was never one to back down from a dare, once on my mettle - let us say....and so mrs elliott then beckoned me to her desk, in a 'friendly' and 'motherly' sort of way...."tell me what it is all about" etc etc...i then told her about having been raped and left for dead, in 14 st bernards garage....mrs elliott then hit me across the face, so hard....but i didn't flinch...i stared her out...she then explained in a 'sotto voice' that it would upset the other children...whilst touching her glasses 'n' cloth, upon the table...(the gla-sis)...i retorted loudly that perhaps they should be 'upset' about it all....oh and at that point....deb mcd had just asked her 'table', in that classroom - what the word 'rape' meant...and having learned what it meant through 'quick audible whispers' across the table...she then replied to her table: "my father does that to me, all the time"....she then started to cry.....additionally, an argument had also started up within the 4U boys....constable was to say in an arrogant and stupid way, that boys couldn't be raped....'crappy' was to laugh loudly, back at him...from the middle of the classroom - opposite to 'joy rich'....to then explain quickly, how they could be....more to the point, he was also to say that he had been raped - himself...without shame...laughing about it - a survivor etc etc...andrew street then told constable that he had seen him being raped, many times.......and what else?....roll on the years...and well, the WHE society was to continue....because 'julie-in-exeter' had known all about it....she was to laugh in my face "WHEEE!....WHEEE!"...later on, tanya was to explain it.....as a "wizard wheeze"....all part of the WHE club, eh?...he who laughs last etc etc....and that is because your wizard wands don't work, anymore - do they?....GCHQ 'ian' etc etc......the maths is gone....no more 'magic'..."a CIA hoax" replies BI ONLINE....oh and what about the various pronunciations of WYSS, eh?....weeze....wizard weezes, anybody?...remember the 'old bag' that couldn't sing....the whole WYSS cult-inga-'n'-her-ingabot number...because norwegian intelligence were to make a 'cult' out of sophie wyss and her supposed grand-daughter....the 'tardy' ingabot?.....more laughter....go figure.