OTHER NOTES:

"God only knows what I'd be without you..." - this evening I was reminded of a scene in LOVE AND MERCY where brian sings his song, to his father...to then be cruelly rebuffed...his father might not have been 'absentee' but he had been an arch manipulator and extremely physically abusive....and well, the suggestion was...that brian had written the song to appease his father...to tell him how much he loved him...go figure...isn't that what mkultra families are all about? see previous notes upon how bobby's mob used to handle me...oh and they had tried to included 'little colin' within their dreadful 'circle'....and failed, I might add...thankfully...