OTHER NOTES:

i was to watch MRS HENDERSON 'with the commentary on' as recommended by daldry...that reference to 'chequers' early on? oh and that church with a spire 'in photography' on extras...along with various allusions to the 'glow'...in relation to that NASA article about the multiverse and 'glow'....the two appeared to be inter-related...and i can remember laughing "you mean glo-worms?"

VIZ had a field day with 'multiverse' in relation to taking the piss out of cameron and pig-gate...along with turner and farrell's dartington 'inspiration' around the enigma....it is so bad that it cannot exist but it does and that is the enigma....try 'that one' with multiverse....'it is so bad that it cannot have happened but in an alternate universe - it might easily have done....'

anyway, i was to remember 'something' from blackheath in the 60s....before watching MRS HENDERSON...'the flying hendersons' and billy smart's circus....they were trapeze artists....let's begin at the beginning....my father had taken michael richardson's gang to see the circus....i can remember mrs fishwick whipping the pink candy floss off any schoolchild that she knew...before we all made our way into the big tent...i had already nearly finished mine and so popped the last bit into my mouth - to her dismay to then hand her the stick..."but it is so bad for you! - it is poisonous stuff" etc etc...and the odd thing is that i didn't even like candy floss - i disliked sugary sweets...but there was something 'mysterious' about that 'pink cloud'...perhaps toddy had told me to eat it all? i cannot remember now....anyway, into the big tent....MR's gang were suitably armed...with peashooters and catapults...and to cut a long story short...one of them and as far as i can remember, it had been farrell...was to score a 'direct hit'...upon the forehead of a clown, standing near to the ring....i can remember the 'blue eyes' of that clown...a bit like the 'expression' upon that 'cat in the middle of the other cats' in that painting....and i thought 'oh no, we're done for'....the next memory to come back...was of a deserted big top....my father and MR's gang....and the clown in the ring...nobody else....my father appeared to be unable to do anything about it...the boys were either forced to climb to the top of the 'big top' to then be pushed off into the safety net...or they were carried....only i was exempt, having not taken part in 'what they had been up to'...additionally toddy had told me how to handle the clown...who was to show me a few 'magic tricks'...i was acting as his 'apprentice' at the time...he then gave me a glass of water and told me to drink it...i was to reply that i had a 'frog in my throat'...it had been drugged...i then remoteviewed...rather like the way in which i had done, in paris....see previous notes upon that 'anna karenina number'....to then 'go into the clown's head'...and tell him to let us all go - and then 'go to sleep'...the clown immediately obeyed...my father then took us away...the really odd thing was this...after telling us that he would now 'go to sleep'..the clown put his head down and to one side...and stood motionless....as if he were really asleep....

...what else can i remember? michael richardson was the first to jump...the safety net was too 'lax' and he nearly hit the sawdust floor....somebody then shouted at 'whoever' to get it tightened up...along the lines of 'we don't want to actually kill them'....next up, little colin was carried up the ladder, weeping....to then be told that he had a chance...he was given a trapeze...if he made it to the other side...and he nearly managed it...but then fell 'on the other side'...almost outside of the perimeter of the safety net....

...anyway, as far as i know...MRS HENDERSON wasn't made to talk about 'any of the above'...it was to talk obliquely about the plight of the ashkenazim....bob hoskins had been investigating...he was to find the whole 'maltings - advertising director- jersey potatoes' number for interesting indeed...something to do with royal spudniks and flying jacket potatoes? what else? it was about defenestration and also 'throwing people off of the top of buildings'...which is why i won't be walking 'that close' to any today 'just in case'....don't ask why - it just 'was'...on the timer system today...plus 'blitz' and 'bombing' references...but alluding to IS and that elite group and not WWI or WWII for that matter....oh and there was still the problem of beckham/varro and 'spires' to solve, wasn't there?

oh and another thing...a MRS HENDERSON double was to pass me on rosemary road west, on Monday morning...she had on one of those black M&S hats...a very smart coat, shoes etc....she was to give me a cool 'blue-eyed stare'...a bit like both dench and Hoskins, in that film....and a bit like that 'clown in the ring'...how very odd...anyway, not having watched the film I had no idea what she was up to...only that she reminded me of dench's character on the front of the DVD....