....and what's new this wednesday evening, dazzlenation?...well, nothing much....except that largish white lump on my shoulder is becoming more inflamed around the edges as it gets bigger....but hey, nobody has figured that it is important enough for a doctor to examine it and give a diagnosis....remember 'liz' at the urgent treatment centre...along with reception at ranworth surgery.....see previous posts regarding that 'caroline hughes' MuSK job at green elms etc etc....and so i'll just put up with feeling rather 'under' until it all clears up - goes away....which is obviously going to take some time....weeks if not months...it took over 3 months, the last time....oh and upon the note of that 'physio'.....the second receptionist had lied to me, telling me that he could do x-rays....untrue - he could request one, along with an MRI scan, however, it needs a doctor to firstly etc etc.....in relation to the cancellation of 'physio'...seeing as nobody thinks that it is important enough  to be examined by a doctor...despite nobody even having looked at it..."just after care" replies BI online....exactly that...fishy or what....should you really be exercising something that is inflamed with 'physio' etc etc...we are talking about the original injury being more than one blow with a hammer to the shoulder and dislocation, here...you see how tardville operates, all around me...a pack of retarded abusive apes on-the-make etc etc....and do you know what?...initially - having seen that appointment text upon my phone - i had figured....why not go....despite it not being what should be done first of all....until i began to dig....and so it wasn't just the bus fare - presumably about £4 return because i wouldn't want to cycle that far - not with a damaged shoulder....too risky - particularly on a main road - i am 62 years old, after all...cycling a short way down the coastal cycling route is 'okay' but not a major journey....besides even if i could have done....i wouldn't dare to leave my bicycle (which i cannot afford to replace) locked outside of that surgery, in case etc etc...well, you know jaywick's reputation....same goes for clacton, really....school kids walk past the bicycle rack outside of ASDA - trying to nick anything they can i.e. lights/baskets etc etc....go figure:

https://www.csp.org.uk/professional-clinical/improvement-innovation/first-contact-physiotherapy/first-contact-physio-0

let's see what google thinks:

and well, it's grown back after having been syringed down....swollen and red around the edges....and it aches when i move it....'liz' had typed up all the notes....and yet i begin to wonder if what she had been typing...hadn't been exactly what i had been telling her....you know how it goes?....anyway, if it gets even worse than it already is...then i will have to go back to the urgent treatment centre - ranworth surgery is obviously a 'no-go'....'liz' had obviously been lying....if necessary any of those doctors could have arranged for an x-ray which obviously needs to be done...regarding the serious injuries to that shoulder, over the years...rodway, lisa 'n' jade laing had separately - upon different occasions....taken a hammer to that shoulder....not to mention tomlinson injecting a chip into the clavicle....hulbrusch had told me "you've got to have it taken out!"...and yet, without anybody willing to do an x-ray and a surgeon agreeing to etc etc...and well, the tards obviously don't want that to happen, now do they? etc etc....anyway, hulbrusch had told me that the capsule would disintegrate and start to leak....he didn't know exactly what been in it but "it won't do you much good!" he added in exasperation...see previous posts....go figure.