....and what's new this wednesday evening, dazzlenation?....hmmm....well, you've got to read between the lines with 'this one' - having understood the wider context, let us say....again, they are trying to shunt me off to a physio without seeing a doctor....because only a doctor can refer me for a USS...nota bene that nobody has dared to put their name to that email - telling, eh?...i'm guessing 'bulldog-features'...lol....and yes, as before - we're talking 'listening skills' and somebody really, really isn't listening...."at least they've backed down a bit" replies BI online...that too - at least somebody appears to have actually read that UTC letter but not bothered to read my cancellation of that MSK appointment sent from my NHS account...hmmm....something 'wrong' bigtime - going down in that surgery....see previous posts....go figure:

anyway, back to military 'fairyland' - dazzlenation....because a little bird told me a funny story, this morning....all about an undercover CID member checking that empty waiting room....for a member of staff to suddenly open that normally locked staff door...poke his head out, look around - a bit 'wild-eyed' and then having seen one person, waiting....was about to close the door again...when asked if he were a doctor...he nodded, anxiously....and when shown ID....told the CID that they would need to book an appointment!..to then slam that locking door in his face....lol.....now, none of that can be true - can it?...surely not....it's a surgery....nothing 'odd' could be going on down there, could it?....anyway, if it is true - then that's a relief for myself....you see, as pat andrew had once told me....you think that it is all about 'you' but often it is about somebody or something entirely different....and so one can say that perhaps getting an appointment with a doctor nowadays, at that surgery...(although you still appear to be able to book in with a nurse but perhaps that might have changed too, for all i know)...is something that very few people manage, regarding 'bulldog-features' upon the desk...oh and if the CID really are sniffing around then it is most probably 'drugs' isn't it etc etc...."heroin ma" - you don't say...of course, that takes me back to that other 'errand' for rimington, in ipswich, so many years ago now....sarah-at-the-PCT had been a heroin dealer....and she had got her boss, there - hooked....simply by a surreptitious spoonful of the 'pure stuff' in her coffee every morning...eventually the poor woman was left to go 'cold-turkey'...and instead of reporting sarah - she became her willing 'slave'.....hmmm...reminds me a bit of what ingabot used to put in sylvia's tea, in the morning etc etc...a difficult number - complicated by so many factors....for example, sarah's boss might have lost her job, if she had reported it...a loss of job, reputation for such a silly mistake...plus the fact that psychologically - she felt that she could no longer function without that etc etc...at any rate, those were the reasons that she had given, at the time - for not pressing charges against sarah....anyway, dazzlenation if we push the boat out and have a look at the worst possible case scenario...'bulldog-features' is only allowing appointments at that surgery for heroin addicts/dealers to come in and collect their supply - behind closed doors...and if we go a bit further...'green elms' is where people disappear..."upon a regular basis"....a 'mr needles' number even though i don't suppose that he is necessarily authorised to give injections - certainly not that type of injection.....thankfully, my instincts along with my sixth sense - not to mention my experience-in-the-field all of those years ago, now - protects me against that sort of thing...the very first whiff of that sort of 'evil'...having had so much experience of that horrendous heroin cult...i am especially 'sensitive' to it.....their bullying/intimidation/manipulation techniques etc etc....go figure.