The networks were advising me this morning…after some thought…and I think that it was the FOOTBALL TEAM…to get a MOON paper lampshade…TOBY MACKLIN had advised me against it because they look so ‘cheap’…yes he had been in this flat circa 2003 too…probably with that OLIVER from PRAGUE around -who knows…anyway, they may be cheap but they are beautiful, delicate and oriental looking - which goes well with those ROMAN blinds which also look oriental in design and texture…

The MOON CHINESE lantern…of course, I was supposed to be put off getting one - since my ‘terrible teenage years’ - during which I had a large WHITE paper MOON lantern in my bedroom…and I suppose that I looked up at the ceiling whilst being aborted…either that or at the reproduction of the MONA LISA upon the wall in front of me…not good eh?

The FULL MOON symbolises full memories back.

On the other hand a FULL MOON also symbolises something rather strange to those programmed with WOLF or WEREWOLF…tell me again, why do they howl at the MOON?

Yes the whole WEREWOLF programming is rather strange…upon the night of the FULL MOON when one is supposed to get all of one’s memories back…full intuitive/psychic powers…some people are supposed to ‘regress’ into WERE-PEOPLE…and go around on all fours (actually they don‘t - the TASCHMANN tribe used to walk around on two legs but otherwise copied a WOLF PACK in every other respect - brilliant actors - they practiced METHOD ACTING in the sense that they ‘became‘ whatever they had been told to imitate)…snarling like beasts…hunting in packs…that type of thing…terrified of only one thing…that SPOTLIGHT I.e. tiny directional bright light of the torch of a NY TAXI-CAB driver…

METHOD ACTING - now DALDRY had quite a bit to say on that one - he HATED it…and in relation to ill cult programming - he was quite right to do so…you do not want to ‘become your role/part’ at all…you have to keep your ‘I’ and your ‘core self’ behind your acting role, at a safe distance…controlling and watching the ‘role/part’ that you are playing (as if you were the real director and watching yourself ‘act‘)…so that you do not ‘get lost in it’…because otherwise you are far more easily manipulated…far more easily hypnotised into believing all sorts of ‘crazy crap’…

The ill tried to get around people who did the above by feeding them FANTASY ROLES that they loved…that they yearned to be…so my only advice to all ill cult victims is: LIE TO THEM…if all you want in life is to be a PRINCESS RESCUED FROM A TOWER BY A HANDSOME PRINCE…tell the ill programmers that your one dream in life, is to be JOAN OF ARC or BOUDICEA or an AMAZON woman…and vice versa…any which way…just try to choose the ‘opposite tonal values’ as it were…if you like ORANGE choose LIGHT GREEN…if you like BRIGHT RED choose BRIGHT GREEN…if you like YELLOW choose PURPLE - that way, you won’t ‘get lost’ because you won’t identify that much, with the ill cult part/role and its ‘tonal values/hues‘…

Once the ill cult know the ‘keys to your heart’ as in ‘your fantasy world‘…they can manipulate you very easily indeed…because if it is worth their while…they have the money to buy anything…construct any elaborate set, or sequence of events (including an almost ‘countless cast‘ of other mind control slaves - who will surround you and MOB you if necessary, in order to make you tow the ill cult line)…in order to get you under their control…

I was lucky in being surrounded by so many people who gave me ‘backdoor clues’ to the whole thing…

I can remember now JULIE BURCHILL and a couple of her friends who were made to construct the ‘bookcase’ upon that PUMPKIN site…the last BLOG OF NOTE…did so because it apparently represented my programming in some way…I need to have another look at that ‘main bookcase’ photograph - thank you for that one…I espied the GREEN books piled up in the BOTTOM RIGHTHAND CORNER…the most important zone in terms of mind control programming…just like ADVERTISING…everything in the ‘image and text’ of an ill cult ad (or any other, really - if they know what they are doing and have leapt onto that lucrative bandwagon) leads your eye down to read what is in the BOTTOM RIGHTHAND CORNER which is the COMPANY LOGO.

OTHER NOTES:

Today, I saw quite a few odd lookalikes…firstly MRS GRAHAM from SOLIHULL 6th form - who was supposed to accost me in the street and tell me that she had was of ROMANY GYPSY descent and that they hated my family for ‘what they had done’…the lookalike looked at me but said nothing…

Secondly and more bizarrely…in M&S I noted a really bizarre lookalike - circa 2003...this was MICHAEL WOOD the archeaologist (how could I forget to spell that one - but I have done)…who was briefly famous for being a TV presenter and a ‘heart-throb’…DALDRY was to tell me that he was ‘totally gay’ in PRAGUE 1995...that was DALDRY channelling PRINCE CHARLES and talking in PRINCE CHARLES’ accent I might add…

One might say that I was channelling TODDY, MARK R and just about ‘everybody else’ that night…

Anyway, MICHAELWOOD - the ill made him open a SERVICE STATION near to WESTON SUPER MARE for some reason and then gave the service station his name WOOD…probably an ill cult CASTLE or MANSION upon the outskirts of it…the name stuck in my head and every time that I passed it upon the motorway (by coach or car - on the other side of the mirror more than this side of the mirror - it used to make me laugh)…

Circa 2003, I was to learn from SCARLETT that WOOD had fallen in love with one of the TV crew and was happily married with children to a woman…yes, pregnant men were only a pipe-dream of the ill cult…but they would have made it a reality if not stopped.

The TEMPLARS and their ISLAMIC fascism.

The TEMPLARS were ‘ISLAM’, without the historical MOHAMMED the healer, and fighter of the ROCKEFELLER family - let us put it that way.

…however the ROCKEFELLERS ‘got’ MOHAMMED in the end…and turned him into an insane drug addict and war lord…yes, that much of history is true….the WAR LORD bit…otherwise he would have been like GANDHI but better…he wasn’t such a cool, political character…MOHAMMED was interested in knowledge and real higher knowledge…and he got it…but not enough to stop the early ill cult from ‘getting him’…

I ‘say’ ROCKEFELLERS because I was simply tracing back the FAMILY…family knowledge handed down…via genes and via word of mouth…the ‘black holes of eyes’…watching MOHAMMED over the skies…identifying him as a ‘threat’ and then plaguing him with the ‘furies’…

That is why COLETTE saw MOHAMMED as a magnificent ‘forerunner’ of what her rebel group were trying to do and had been trying to do for centuries…after MOHAMMED had made his momentous discoveries…and then ‘transmitted’ it to others who would follow his lead, after his death…

You might have thought that she was describing CHRIST in the way that she talked about him and I offered that one back to her…she cut me down immediately with ‘he was good but he was only a man’.

I made DALDRY laugh in PRAGUE 1995 with my rendition of a story which ended in my mother’s verdict on life in general…’but he’s only a man’…(as in, you can’t expect too much can you?).

I know that the ill cult termed this sort of attitude ‘SOWISM’.

As in a female mother pig’s attitude to men in general.

My mother was surrounded by ill cult men and for the whole of her life - therefore I think that her attitude is more than justified. If she had been surrounded by NORMAL MEN then her life would have been much better and she wouldn’t have had such a LOW opinion of men in general. In point of fact, she didn’t look down on them - she just saw them as ‘children’ - little boys misbehaving who need an AUTHORITARIAN mother figure/teacher/instructor to put them on the right path - which isn’t far off the mark is it?
The ill counteracted that one with calling her the GREAT SOW - a deliberate ISLAMIC/JOOISH insult.

The idea being - that she was born a ‘gentile’ and therefore just ‘meat’ that they could cut up on their HUMAN MEAT MARKETS…that she was just a ‘pig’ because she didn’t want to voluntarily (unless under mind control) attend their disgusting SATANIC rites.

The JOOS were told to see my mother as ‘not one of them’ even though they knew that she had been the child of a GERMAN JOO - because of her upbringing…she was a ‘danger’ to them all…she might start talking about how JOOS at babies…raped their own babies…the MALE JOOS loved the whole show….even MARTIN GILL brought up as a JOO - he loved putting me into a BABYalter to have sex with me…something about the ‘innocence of a baby’ coupled with ‘getting away with it’ in terms of raping an adult woman, really turned him on…ALL JOOISH men do this…unless like MEL BROOKS…they found ways of ‘excusing themselves’ from this obscene religion…because that is what it has become…

MOSHE DAYAN wanted me to save it - was he joking?

He obviously saw good points in it…he was a joo himself, after all…I suppose that after having been herded over EASTERN EUROPE in a the ‘fittest survive’ exercise by the ill cult…he figured that ISRAEL was his HOME, he was stuck with JOO as an identity…and he would USE IT AGAINST THOSE CUNTS (as in male wankers of the ill cult)…

I was an 'odd one' to MOSHE DAYAN I suppose...not jooish...purposively so, so that the ROCKEFELLERS could abuse me even more than usual...and the rest of my siblings...our jooish heritage wasn't known...not that it was 'jooish' in an 'orthodox' sense...COLETTE and her family were ARABS as far as I know...and they knew higher knowledge...so he picked me, to be his 'pawn' in some terrible military program...he knew and said to his colleagues that I would blow the ZYGOTE SLAVERY horror sky high and expose it to the world...he laughed at that one, as he put me on that list...