OTHER NOTES:

this evening 'a bit more' was to come back and in relation to 'that day in the CIA LAB'...i had obtained the key....'col the sol' and i, broke in...to then use the equipment to get an 'overview'..."he was shocked out of his brain" replies BI ONLINE...a bit too much, too soon?

anyway, he then took me to one of 'his' hotels...i.e. one that was used by MW's group...he ordered me a fish dish...which included 'bearnaise sauce'...except that it wasn't that - was it? the hotel was used by top 'salo' mkultra programmers, for want of a better description...

'bear' 'naitre'...a pun around 'born a bear'...see previous notes upon what the children in the film SALO were made to eat...

anyway, i was to taste a little of the sauce and then spit it out...wash my mouth out with grape juice.....see previous notes upon what the british royals had put 'on a tray' in that dungeon circa 1980...and that was after they had starved me for a couple of days...

...let me now go back to that NY hotel restaurant....anyway, i was then make a run for it...to another hotel...one that the pentagon had secured...once inside, i was to make a call to a certain desk, for help...to be told that i had to handle the situation myself, that night...they would be in touch, within the morning...i couldn't let 'col the sol' in....because he was in 'ferret' or would that be 'stoat' alter in relation to a rabbit...and i could see that he was already outside of the hotel...and so i simply secured the front door of the suite - and then went to sleep..."enough locks on the inside of the door" replies BI ONLINE...yes, that is how it used to be...see previous notes...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/B%C3%A9arnaise_sauce


and the upshot of all of the above? well the pentagon did do 'something about it', in the end...they were to blow up those underground control centres in hollywood - see previous notes...the ones controlled by the MKULTRA monarchy cult....that must have freed up a lot of people, upon a lot of networks...however in order to make sure...we all had to have the chips removed from our teeth/gums etc....

i can remember 'pete' talking about it all...years ago now...those abused boys at that house in dorridge......nobody would touch any of it...what had happened to him and his mates...social services...psychiatric services...."particularly not them - they were part of the problem" replies MI5 ONLINE..."put in to cover-up"....

anyway, later on 'pete' was to save up enough money...in relation to a private dentist...but apart from that, he had little or no help, in getting through it all...and changing gender was a way of getting through it...becoming a woman, had apparently helped him to get a grip on it all...

OTHER NOTES:

I now understand 'a bit better' what had happened in relation to my father...he was in an intolerable position...forced to rear two SIS 'experiments'...whilst trying to help harris look after his terminally ill son...and that is why 'col the sol' turned up in solihull...but why his father had chosen to place him with MW's group, i am unclear...

edward jellicoe knew the group...because he had been abducted as a child - and kept prisoner in that dorridge house...however he had managed to escape back to his family...and for some reason - the ill were then unable to 'touch' him again...edward was to tell me that my father was a good man, who had tried to help that group....well, i already knew that...on one hand, he had been forbidden to use medical science, to try and cure their blood disorders...on the other he was doing the best that he could...

i can remember now...the ACCUTANE given to 'pete'...had been sent by my father 'on the quiet'...it wasn't a cure but it would help...'pete' was extremely immature at that age...he had no idea of the dosage and 'col the sol' was then to end up in hospital...harris was then to decide that the photographer of the group, should look after his son (what was his name again?)...being the most intelligent one of the lot...do you see how it goes? what a terrible 'mess' it all was...

and then the 'bear-naitre'...'bear' - and the verb 'to be born'....the evil of this sick cult is almost incalculable...

one can say that those in that dorridge house 'had it the worst'...SIS were watching it all...including my friendship with that group....they were to comment that the group were trying to pass as normal in society...and that i had the same 'fears' i.e. i would 'fit in' with them...but i hadn't been driven mad by SIS and that is an important difference....i wasn't part of that sick cult - i was fighting it...whilst watching what was happening to them...their meetings at that scientology centre in the centre of birmingham - see previous notes...nothing to do with what anybody understands as 'scientology' really...just a really sick satanic cult...

so in conclusion...SIS knew of a very basic way to send children and adults mad.....and that was to make them eat their own faeces/urine...or that of others....see previous notes upon SALO...and that is what the 'bear-naitre' sauce was all about...'col the sol' had forced me to confront that one, in a NY hotel...and a very expensive hotel, i might add...used by top MKULTRA programmers...anyway, after that...well the whole thing, was to snowball - once the pentagon had become involved...and the whole lot, began to come down...see previous notes.