...let me see...an F.O. morning, today...as far as i could TAT....why?

well have a look at the visual clues, picked up today...

bruno genovese?

"paper tiger" replies MI5 ONLINE...what do they mean by that one, apart from the obvious?

oh i see...that 'chinese tiger on a postcard' that my mother was to give me...before i went to work in shanghai...

and the 'obvious' being?...'rather like tomlinson' and programmed as an ESSO 'tiger'...the 'tiger bay' alter, which is programmed to murder MI6 female intelligence operatives run by a mkultra-programmed male MI6 officer, whilst abroad and 'on an operation'...or at least the women think that they are 'on an operation'...until they get strangled in a snuff movie...so what is this all about then?

"sold on undercover - via HSBC BANKING systems" replies the pentagon online...in relation to bruno...

".....sold on to the highest bidder upon the internet....."

"or put into a more private 'members only' club collection"

.... US intelligence knew the whole 'length and breadth of it all'...including gentlemen's clubs in london and other 'big cities'....all over the world...

....that bad? how can the HSBC be 'that bad'?

"most of them aren't - most of them don't know - they have no idea..."

...and then, let me see...in recent history - the HSBC were to get fined, heavily...as far as i can remember - under international law?.....but for 'something else' as far as i can remember...."pretty much the same thing" replies BI ONLINE.

ah, i get it now...as 'stebbings' was to tell me at dartington...if you really want to know how the world works...you don't 'get them' upon what they have actually done, legally-speaking...you have to use the law...and that means using the law against them, as your tool...because the law is not normally 'there, to protect the innocent' - however innocent you maybe...the law is there, to protect the rich - it was made by them, in the first place - go figure....

and therefore...you have to be 'clever' when using 'the law' against them....i.e. you normally have to use 'something else' in order to get a successful conclusion to your 'raised concern' let us say....in order to get the ill cult elite...."and their satanic slaves" replies MI5 ONLINE...something upon which they cannot defend themselves upon...and of course, that used to be what one might call 'protocol'...i.e. my case against the dartington art department was upheld because i had chosen to 'get them on' not allowing me the normal amount of time for an assessment of my work....that was required by the educational board etc etc...

now protocol isn't a 'moral issue' at all, is it? it is all about keeping up the facade of 'proper behaviour'...but if that is all you have got in your arsenal or toolbox, should i sxay...then that is what you use...

....."stebbings was protecting his own" replies BI ONLINE...yes, i can see that now - only too well (his drugs cupboard, for example)...but even if i had told the 'real story' at that governors' board meeting...the notes would have disappeared 'long ago'...do you see how it goes? better just to 'win your case' than have more records 'disappear' without trace....

and upon the above note...sue whalley's husband 'in the west midlands police' nearly got discharged...he was certainly demoted, in no uncertain terms...for falsifying records.....and upon sue's request....in relation to 'anybody that she had a grudge against'....do you see how it goes? sue whalley had been 'in love' with tomlinson - she had been his faithful and willing slave...and that is why she was to 'gain so much ground' within b'ham city council...tomlinson had 'pulled strings' to promote her, as far as he was able to do - in terms of his personal network....

"and when she got found out - scarlett faked her death" replies MI5 ONLINE...yes, i can see now - that is pretty much, how it goes....

she had never liked her husband 'that much' anyway....and i suppose by that point in time...once his career as 'breadwinner' had been put 'into the balance'...he was to begin to 'dislike her' too....

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what can i say about all of the above? apart from the fact that the prague rothschild had once warned me about 'people like that'...the helen brownes, helen rodways, sue whalleys of this world....along the lines of "i like to laugh....i find them so entertaining....but i get too close....so do you....and that is dangerous...they will harm you..."

he was probably talking about a whole number of people...including 'mad alice' at essex university...now 'baroness ashton'...queen of the 'primal scream satanic robots'....

having remembered the above...i then remembered 'anthony' in the MASONS' pub in solihull, circa ....sitting with 'gill's gang' - which was to include gary pearson and myself....anthony had been told to 'date' browne, by gill...he had formally asked her for 'tea with his aunt'....i could almost see pearson 'cringe'....but you see, anthony was 2 years' younger than us....and whilst in that pub for the first time - he had even asked for a glass of mcguigan's....yes, he was that 'young'...and that 'green'....

"he certainly made up for it" replies MI5 ONLINE laughing...yes, but is that a 'good thing'? i don't think so...you need to remember 'who you really were' before you adapted into 'behaving like the swine around you' in order to survive - don't you?

anyway, anthony's 'tea with auntie' date...hadn't gone well....

browne had let herself out of the frontdoor, of his aunt's house - early on...stomped out....tried to slam the front door...the general location? well, this was all 'terribly middleclass surburbia'....browne was dressed in her 'usual'....tight jeans, ultra-high heels, denim jacket reeking of patchouli...with that huge head of hair, curly light brown hair...bouncing up and down as she walked, rather like 'shirley temple-on-speed' as she tottered fast, vindictively off the drive and onto that suburban street....

in short, i had 'seen' what had happened...through FBI-programmed anthony's eyes...naturally he was horrified...particularly as his aunt was to hear browne's parting comment...which no doubt, the whole suburban street had heard:

"NAFF-OFF!"

and why had browne delivered such a cruel blow to 'such a nice person' and his 'aunt'?

well, anthony had asked her 'upon the threshold of the frontdoor step' - "will we see each other again?"

....now, do you see - how gill and his gang were to respond, to anthony talking about the above....he was 2 years younger than all of us...and he had 'no idea'...not in relation to the helen brownes of this world, at any rate....a 16 year old in the company of 18 year olds...'at that tender age' there is a big gap, in terms of 'experience' isn't there?

anyway, i began to explain to anthony...along the lines of "my family is like that too" (just like helen browne) as in incredibly rude and abusive but also sometimes hilarious....i was talking about RH and my mother...

RH and my mother...both used to be incredibly loud, hostile and rude, a bullying team in point of fact, at my family home - with ingabot grinning sinisterly, from behind - within the background....

i have to say that my father and Ed were almost always polite and helpful - to almost anybody and everybody, who came to call at 14 st bernards.... but that was not the case with RH, my mother and INGABOT...

.... let me see....upon moving to 14 st bernards, at about 9 years old - i hadn't asked a single friend back to my home - but they all turned up on the doorstep, didn't they? so many of them - to see what my 'family life' was really like - and they had all found it 'so funny'...i had no idea why...because my mother and RH used to make it 'their business' to humiliate me, in every way that they possibly could....and make 'any friend of mine' brought home - as 'unwelcome as possible'...

helen browne used to visit almost every week or more....and from 10 years old...she could 'handle the stick', as those in solihull, used to call it....although she was to call RH the real 'headcase' and nastiest person that she had ever met....good, coming from her - in retrospect....helen browne was to say that she could 'handle it' i.e. my mother and RH my brother...

...but anyway....let us get back to anthony in the MASONS' ARMS pub with gill's gang...

i was then to tell anthony that it was all a laugh....helen browne was a 'laugh' to me....that is why i had befriended her...."a really evil robot"....tremendously funny....how could you not love her, for 'that one'? see previous notes upon her 'utterly humiliating him' and his aunt...."NAFF-OFF!" whilst speeding down the drive, like a drag-queen, on very highheels....to then walk off, indignantly down the street...'her pride' intact.....

'humiliated'? oh i knew so much about that number....and from an early age....because of RH and my mother.....and so i 'understood' immediately what anthony had been feeling 'at that moment'....

to then reassure him that 'evil mental robots' such as helen browne....were a great laugh...one should see them as that....i then turned to gill, knowing that he had been covertly listening to the whole conversation....and said:

"you know my family, don't you?"

"I CERTAINLY FUCKING DO!" he replied, extremely loudly and then turned back to 'whatever he was up to at the time' within his circle of friends...gill had known my family and since he was tiny...

anyway, you see....it took friends like gill, browne, HR and MW - who dared to confront my family....who dared to visit 14 st bernards road, and upon a regular basis (as so many others did, those who had befriended me, along the way - they'd just turn up on the doorstep and ring the doorbell- i had never invited most of them - only those like deb mcd - and i had given her the lowdown upon what she was to expect, beforehand)....and so in the main, 'those at school' - who had rung 14 st bernards doorbell in order to 'see me' as in those who were 'that loud and rude' in order to get the better of RH and my mother, who were also 'that loud and that rude'....with ingabot behind them, who used to give her 'heroin addict smirk' from behind ...well, do you see how it goes? inga's cuckoo...her leverage, to really screw my family...

it's a bit rapunzel, isn't it?...in retrospect...but without the 'golden hair' and without the 'tower' and without a 'princess'...some weird, warped fairytale...except that i wasn't living in fairyland....and most of those who visited - had no desire to 'free' me from anything...quite the reverse...they had been told to steal off of my family, in the main...and mr browne had bought me as a slave, for his daughter helen - see previous notes...

fairyland....where the 'fairies' really aren't that nice...see previous notes upon toddy's idea of the 'bloodlust fairies'...i was living in the real world but without memories - due to a continuous stream of stungun attacks 'to the nape of the neck'...however, i wasn't on heroin and i didn't want to 'live the dream'...which is probably why i am still alive today...

i can remember now...and it begins with an F.O. style of hat, that i was to buy in M&S today...the type that dudley moore was to wear, whilst doing those 'tesco' ads....buying chickens in france etc etc...

....i hadn't seen the assistant before...she was to snap at another assistant behind her, before serving me...a ball was bounced....she had wanted to know what it was all about...the heroin trade, the drug abuse...the 'pentagon downloads'...so at some point, she had been involved in all of the above? perhaps her son or daughter had fallen victim to 'living the dream' and died of heroin abuse...those like roz, for example...or perhaps she had known MW or HR?

...anyway, what did i pick up from her? the following....around shane school of english circa 1999...duncan the assistant director/senior teacher...mandy the boss....ingabot had put me in touch with her, having worked for her in japan...duncan was to tell me that he used to smoke 'the pipe of peace'...i was to assume that this was all about hashish but i was wrong...duncan used to work for the british council...a ukrainian student was to show me what he really put in his pipe...she had 'something in silver paper' in her tobacco tin...the taschmanns used to program themselves in as 'golden virginia tins'...the tobacco and the dope....i was then relayed on images of that school having another 'trade'...a heroin trade...this is all horror to me now...having to dig it all up, after so many years - but there you go...no wonder i wanted to get out of that school fast...to then find another job at st clare's....but as usual - it was 'from the frying pan to the fire...' see previous notes...

...anyway, i was then relayed on images of the british diplomatic corps....an ambassador used to 'smoke the pipe of peace' during private chats with foreign officials....i was shown a private interview with a chinese official...the procedure was very simple...it ran as follows...they greeted each other, sat down...smoked 'the pipe of peace'...waited for some time, in a heroin trance...received the download...then said whatever was required of them...smiled, shook hands and left the room, feeling like they had 'done a good job'...the ambassador had no idea of what had really happened...he saw the 'pipe of peace' as something which was conducive to good diplomatic relations...having smoked it - he felt 'inspired'...after smoking the pipe - he knew that he would say and do the 'right thing'...he saw heroin as his 'inspiration'...and not as a means of enabling a transmission... 'satellite download to chip'...

i used to repeatedly refuse to 'live the dream'...or to use heroin...'fairyland' must have hated me for that one...but look at what was to happen to those that did...so many casualties...roz ended up dead and 'half-eaten' in a martello tower...see previous notes...although it has to be said that she nearly managed to get what she had wanted..."overweening ambition" replies MI5 ONLINE...see previous notes upon the CIA finding out roz' plan to substitute herself for rene zellwegger...they were then to 'put in' the ex-wife of that FBI nazi scientist...a woman who looks nothing like roz or rene, for that matter...

...and what about collingwood college?...i was relayed on footage of what the police detectives were to find there...a laboratory with 'bits of human brain in jars'...along with 'whole heads'...who on earth could possibly work in there, under those conditions...unless they were off their heads on something like heroin? "in la la land" replies MI5 ONLINE.

what else can i say about the whole thing? 'fairyland' had driven farrell off his head early on...gill used to listen to his stories, whilst working at green tower...a form of 13th one game, i suppose...the ill had targeted him...farrell was to tell me that he didn't care anymore...he had no self-respect...and he didn't care about having a good self-image....he didn't care about any of it anymore...he just wanted to survive...i then managed to lift him out of all of that 'green tower' horror, by introducing him to emet and his pentagon 'special project'...emet was behind the beginnings of 'clean-up job' at the pentagon...farrell was then to come into direct collision with that FBI nazi scientist...who had been behind 'angelman's disease'...see previous notes...and all i can say, is the following...at least we were able to 'out' what was going on...as a consequence...what else can i say about the whole horror?

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the taschmanns used to use 'number 9' to signify heroin abuse...'number 9 dream'....and that number, was to unlock what that M&S assistant had known....."what was on her chip"...what is her background then?

...the F.O. and foreign relations...as run by the rockefeller family....and faciliated by pentagon satellites...as far as i know..."the paedophile cult" replies MI5 ONLINE...."in the diplomatic quarter"...which mcdonald had managed to 'derail' by leaking all of those transmissions and getting all US staff recalled and then rerouted to other countries - in order to screw their former 'in country programming' satanic future scripts...see previous notes...