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yesterday evening i was to remember a few other things that rimington had got up to 'so many years ago now'...apart from programming people with cds/sewing sets/slippers - see previous notes upon the british heart foundation shop on station road...

but i will begin with another memory back - from H house, in totnes...and a 'children's fight' between farrell and laing...along the lines of "i'm raisa - not you"...."no, I'M raisa because i have eyes like raisins...you have eyes like prunes"...guess who was addressing who? farrell was addressing laing...both were in child alters.

on top of that...jane fitzgerald had brought round a large bowl of 'fruit compote'...and if i am right...caroline hughes was then to replicate 'that number' in her M&S 'breakfast fruit compote bowls' see previous notes...but not quite...and a bit too sweet for me...

anyway, i then remembered being in that H house living room, at the time...to be programmed with the 'grapefruit'...roz was absent...somebody was to mutter that she loved 'peaches'....mcdonald and sc were programmed by jane with the following "you are the APRIcots...you APPReciate....2, 4, 6, 8 who do we appreciate?"

the pair of them replied "the CIA"...rather gingerly.

"something about the fiscal year" replies BI ONLINE....the month of APRIL....that is what i am coming onto next....sharon telling me about the seasons, in jerusalem...you didn't have the four seasons of europe....and in relation to a vegetable garden that i was to see, over a wall as we walked up the road towards sacre coeur notre dame....well it was january and the onions and runner beans looked like they were almost ready for harvesting..."you can grow things, anytime you like" sharon was to generalise...although he had previously told me about the harvest crop of OLIVES...which had just begun in january 2007...sharon was to say that the region around jerusalem was hilly and the climate was changeable - it was also more like europe than the rest of israel but 'not the same' - no four seasons pattern....so 'harvest time' i.e. the AUTUMN season, in jerusalem....was around christmas/january....because even the oak trees near to the monastery of st john-in-the-desert....well, even they - were shedding their acorns....so these trees were 'autumnal' at that point in time? no wonder i had felt like i was in an 'alternate universe/world' in jerusalem...it had snowed at christmas, the olive harvest was just beginning in january...and i had seen an autumnal garden of vegtables in ein kerem....sharon was to say that jerusalem had a 'winter period' when it was much colder...and then there was summer...and that was 'it' basically...spring and autumn didn't appear to figure upon that cyclical calendar...

....and i wonder now about rimington's reels, for some reason but i have no idea why...she had taken three out of the box...what did they symbolise? 1 of them was a white reel...

however, she had taken that one out afterwards as an afterthought "and you can't have that, either"

....so what colours were the other two reels....did they represent 2 seasons, perhaps?

...anyway, at first i had thought that the reels might represent 'memory fat' something like that? perhaps 'both'...who knows? you see, earlier on - i had been thinking about RH and his 'anxiety' around the novel and script of THE FAT MAN...apparently they still want to shoot it in australia...

let me scan for further information...do you remember that 'colour therapy treatment' in relation to clothing and makeup...the candidate in question, was assessed to determine their 'season'...if they had a summer/winter/autumn/spring 'face'....and was then given 'that set of colours'...in terms of clothing and makeup....i was to spell 'season' incorrectly in this paragraph to then correct it...i had just spelt it as 'seasion'....seas-ion?

anyway, having remembered the above...my thoughts then turned to australia....and 'father christmas on his surfing board'...bondai beach....what were the seasons like, 'down under'...i wondered....

"got it" replies BI ONLINE..."the reels of scarlett's brain"...oh the 'reeling and the writhing' you mean? "of the beached whale"....and 1 white reel missing...along with two other metallic colours - what do you make of that, then? "scarlett's double - Helen rodway's dad"....see previous notes upon that 'CIA missile-launch' in Luxembourg.....

'doubles' are generally given an imprint as well as increments...so that they can easily 'pass as the real thing' but not all of the 'increments are added'...but enough to really cause problems - if another network hacks your 'scarlett double' and then begins to run him, for their own ends...


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i then remembered another incident of 'snow in jerusalem' - and again, i was staying at the MI HOTEL - in a room with a balcony window...i was to see farrell walking down the cobbled streets covered in snow, from my hotel balcony window...and so i chased him...caught up with him...he gave me a piggyback...his hands were swollen, red raw with cold...so i told him to go back in and get some gloves....the taschmanns were all staying in that 'master bedroom' with the 'snake design' upon the floor....just like the dining room...a slice of history, that master bedroom - see previous notes upon the british in jerusalem...

anyway, gill then entered that bedroom...he had formerly arranged with mark r to project what he was to call the 'abbe'....see previous notes upon that 'clochmerle' event, according to nini....the local priest and his superior, who oversaw all of the catholic churches in the district...now this man had had long dark robes on, for the charity event dinner...and he had cut a very austere figure...so much so that he was to remind me of christopher lee....

gill was projecting 'abbe' christopher lee, as he walked into the room...to signal farrell under control...farrell then began to project that AMNESIA RAZORFISH image - see previous post....whilst slashing around with his hands...go figure...ling was there too, at the time i might add...and she was to ask farrell "why are you doing that?" etc etc...

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...additionally i was to remember something around gill's programming...the ill had tortured his penis so much...to the extent that when handed a switchblade and told to 'cut it off' because that would end the pain...he was willing to do so....his penis was as red and swollen as farrell's hands, had been...in the cold.

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...what else? i was to remember rimington on station road...she had just gone into that shop which sells teacloths outside of it....she was in search of handkerchiefs....she was to find some white handkerchiefs with 'red/green embroidery' around the edges....

now the above 'red and the green' is referenced by a lolcats poster, that goscia had put onto the timer system....an orange cat (farrell) is attacking the black and orange plastic soldiers - i can remember thinking at the time 'it's supposed to be green and not black, isn't it' to which goscia replied something like 'don't touch the green'....anyway i 'know' that the two are connected...those handkerchiefs and that poster...so what could it all mean?

"it must be a trigger of sorts" replies BI ONLINE....in relation to the red and green embroidery, white handkerchiefs left in that shop....did the british army pick them up at some point? i seem to remember them having a 'hand' in it all - at that point in time...

i was then to remember something around the handkerchiefs...and the HAN-KEYS....

farrell always used to carry handkerchiefs....so did my father...so did mckintyre....let me see...do men normally use handkerchiefs...is it 'sissy' to use tissues?....i can remember the eldest taschmann intoning something around "TIS-YOU"....tiss-you....

rimington had coded out that M&S 'anti-bacterial tissue' box as the only 'safe' thing to use, during this 13th one ill cult game...i do not know 'how' - all i know is that is what she had thought, at the time...so many years ago now...

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gill was to talk about goscia in the following terms "she thinks that she's my mother - she'd do anything for me"...and so the point is 'what had he done to her' - in terms of mind control?


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a few days ago now...donna was to tell me something about her next birthday in 'girl years'...."sometime in august"....she would be '16'....and she was worried about something...all i can think of, so far...is that rimington and tomlinson had reprogrammed me...and then sold me off at '16'...although i was nearing 40 at the time...see previous notes....

is donna going through 'the same thing'...she was to tell me that her real age was in her early 60s....although she doesn't look it...anyway, she was to say that she wanted to get past 63...her mother hadn't done - she had died at 63...do you see what i am getting at here? firstly the MKULTRA cult tends to kill off their slaves before 64 years old - see previous notes...and secondly - what if you have 'two birthdays' going, at the same time?

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next up...i was to remember 'martine' with rihanna....rihanna had just discovered that 'martine' liked to try on her clothes...especially the sparkly, spangly dresses....

i was then to remember 'watching' as rimington took an inventory of rihanna's wardrobe....telling her that she could 'draw the line' somewhere....she didn't have to let martine try on all of her things....rihanna then took a large, thick black felt tip pen and drew a line through 'babydoll nightdresses'....go figure. Anyway, that 'thick black line' upon the board, in belle court bins room...was a memory aid to 'that one' - wasn't it? "rimington had set her own memory aid trail" replies MI5 ONLINE.

what else? i was to remember a 'party' of sorts...my parents and henrietta were in attendance...farrell was also present...henrietta hadn't met him before...she was to tell my parents "he's much too good for her, of course" - in relation to myself....henrietta's mother was a lady...part of the aristocracy....i was to have a private chat with farrell later on...he was to show me his wedding band and tell me that he was now 'out of bounds' in terms of fidelity to his new wife...he then began to cry, like a little boy..."they went for marriage counselling" replies MI5 ONLINE "and sorted it out".

...and so that is the last update that i have...upon the GAF...i am unclear as to whether gill and rihanna actually got married..."they did" replies BI ONLINE....and so my next question is this...are the GAF going to help me get my money back or not..."you've been dumped, in every sense of the word".

oh crap - i think that i 'get' what donna might have been telling me...had rimington and tomlinson reprogrammed donna, at the same time as myself?...at that templar castle in the south of france....circa 1999-2000.....we are now in 2015....and "august is coming up"....did donna get 'sold on' - at 16, too...is she warning me that we are both 'up for the chop' in august of this year - or something like that?

"up for the chop? - more like gill" replies MI5 ONLINE...."the pair of them"....oh i see 'miss raisins-for-eyes' too then - in her orange dress?