"garlic attack" according to 13 year old colin...and yes mcgowan and co are replaying that tape through the 'transmitter' in my camera, this morning...whilst i was trying to take another photo of the grey man's flat...

yes i can remember now...the 'sailors' who had turned up and tortured one of the sisters in the tool shed...they might have had 'garlic bulbs around their necks' for all i care but they weren't french, were they? colin hadn't seen garlic bulbs before and he was fascinated...oh i remember now - one of them had been wearing garlic bulbs around his neck...how bizarre....and he had left it by the car...before they were to leave...the girls had then put it into the back of their car...as 'evidence' of sorts, i suppose...

anyway, to cut a long story short...the no-lan sisters had been to the paris school and the eldest one was to tell me that those sailors hadn't been french - whoever they were...even though they had been speaking french at the time...and whilst in the toolshed - one of them had spoken another language - which she had been unable to identify....at the time.

OTHER NOTES:

what else...i can remember daldry saying "if i find out who had called me PIG..." - he was talking about that 'channelling session' during that british council ambassador's party in prague 1995....see previous notes.

anyway, the reason that i am bringing 'that one' up again is because we were all to laugh about a certain 'born free' moment...that had been relayed on in images....of daldry turning up at a deserted beach with a film crew...as soon as he got out of the car...he was to charge off down the beach...jogging extremely fast...the others watched him...he was to disappear for some time...did he ever come back? as far as i can remember he did, eventually...nowhere to run to? too far away from anywhere - something like that?

my little brother ed was to make a run for it down the beach...and caroline hughes was to tell me that she had done the same, as a child...running away from mummy and terrifying the living daylights out of her...a toddler that hasn't yet learned to swim....running through the shallows, laughing his or her head off...my mother was to start crying with fear....as she ran after ed, calling him back...to hear him chortling even more loudly in the distance...as he ran on a bit further...

had daldry been in a child alter, with that film crew?

i can remember laughing at that party..."it's BORN FREE, pig - that's what it is...what a magnificent animal...look at him go...back into the wild....where he belongs..."

i.e. whoever i was channelling at the time...and all channels were open, i might add....whoever it was - and i have narrowed it down to 'most probably' toddy/caroline/scarlett/rh....because it would never have been myself - i hadn't called daldry 'pig' whilst on the MI5 russian course in 1980 for example...i wouldn't have dreamed of doing such a thing...anyway, somebody was trying to help daldry to understand the whole 'human zoo' horror...in terms of 'set them free - back into the wild - and they soon come back again'...

and so today is all about that 'born free' moment...that carpe diem moment when you make a run from it...manage to get away from the ill...to then find out that it is almost impossible to live, in that way...mainly because the ill then use every means available, to torture you into the ground...until you return 'of your own free will' into their 'human zoo'...

oh and upon the note of the no-lan sisters....the blonde one was to tell me "we think he's a little monkey too but we've been told not to say that...he's a little boy...remember to say that...."

so they had been through pretty much the same sort of thing then?...considerably bigger 'little monkey' was sitting on the window sill by that point in time...he hadn't said a word...and was eating mcvities chocolate biscuits from a packet that i had brought over with me 'for the journey'...and having offered him one...he had taken the whole packet, without a word - and then hived off to a 'safe position'...to then view us - from across the room - whilst munching studiously away - watching our every move...so like a monkey, eh?

...let me see, GILL...we were 'guardians' on the system, weren't we? so today is a 'born free/carpe diem' moment for those that the ill have decided to let loose into the wild again...you cured him of cancer and now we have to 'let go'...something like that? a bit of a relief really, eh martine?

...and i suppose that the idea is...that farrell has been released from 'captivity' in hollywood...to return to ireland...something like that? to those that really understand him and his ways etc etc...how racist is that - if you think about it?